So, I went to the doc. I'm almost 1 cm. :| Which, is bad..but it's okay he thinks becuase he thinks I wont dilate very fast and he's hoping that I'll stay under 2CM for atleast the next 3/4 weeks. Anslyn weighs 17lbs and 3 oz. now..=( She can stand up (kinda) and Keifer/Cieton/Ader's heart rate is kinda low..I have a dr's appt. tomorow ( Read more... )

So, I have a Dr's appt. today for the pain that I been having..I'm scared. Jose is going to come with me *yay* Its bad but I like him..a lot :-S. But, he already knows that I'm married and dont want to get involved right now. We're just *close* friends ((and *NO* that does not mean f/w/b)) Ugh I just smoked my last cig. =( Oh-well..I'll live I ( Read more... )

So, yesterday was *SO* much fun. Me, Jose, and Anslyn went to the beach it was so much fun!! But then I started getting sharp pains like really bad BH's or contractions :-S and I got that twice..then it happend again last night..so I have a dr's appt. on Wed. I hope everythings *o.k* Last night..Jose stayed the night with me..he's *so* sweet. ( Read more... )

But not as long as it was gonna be !! I went to work @ 4AM cuz this girl called me adn she was fighting w/ her boyfriend and she wanted to go home cuz he kept giving her shit up there..so I went in at 4 and i was suppose to work 8-midnight but she said she'd cover my 4-midnight shift..then she didn't even show up until like five..so i worked for ( Read more... )

So, tonight was actually *really* good. After I got off of work I went to see the mexicans --there's yet *another* one and I like him best...his name is jose so all together there's Juan and Carlos (brothers), Lalo,Jose, and Oscar (( who dont live over there..he has a wife and baby and live on the other side of town)) but I got to meat Oscar and ( Read more... )

SO TIRED!! I need sleep..but I just *CANT* sleep I think gav is mad @ me for the way he 'acted' on the phone ya know? bleh..ANDREA--I LOVE YOU BABE!! YOU JUST NEED TO GET OVER THAT FUCKER! *HUGS 2 ANDREA* ** HUGS 2 BRITT 2 CUZ MY BEBE IS BEIN' A POOP CUZ HE'S HURTIN ** ** Hugs 2 me 2 ** hehe...I went 2 The mexicans house again tonight..I have ( Read more... )

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So, getting ready to go to work..Leaveing Ansy once again *pout* I miss my babygirl!! Last night @ Carlos,Juan, and Lalo's was really..fun *hehe* I'll prolly' go over there again tonight..I dunno though. On Saturday I have to work from 8-12 *cries* Oh-Well...More money I guess..but it's a double shift :-S Oh-well...This is pretty much a ( Read more... )

So, yay!! I start working..in like 3 minutes *hehe* I'm gonna leave as soon as I'm done updateing..I don't want to leave Anslyn..I really don't. She's like not been away from me hardly at all since she was born. But, I *HAVE* to work. I'm so broke it aint funny. But, oh-well. The sexy neighbors gave me a pack of cigs last night *hehe* Then ( Read more... )

So, today sucked so much fucking ass. I don't wanna type it all out about it but FUCK. I want to go home, honestly. I'm seriously thinking about going back to Kansas. I can't take Russ's fucking bull shit. Especially when he scares my kids because of yelling over someone not taking the fucking trash out..UGH! It pisses me off. I need to talk ( Read more... )