i do have a lot to say. I just dont know if this is the place to lay it all out. but i am feeling that i need an outlet.. and i have found myself pouring it out in this journal in the past. i am sure that i can take some time out to write everything i need to..

and then again, we will see if i can express everything without making my situation

What to say what to say ( Read more... )

weve been moving stuff around in the apartment, getting everything more organized and cleaned up. and we have to finish by friday when the girls get here and we head down to sac for the weekend. i am so excited to see my friends down there... i get to meet tracys friend shannon too. i cant wait ( Read more... )

I am excited that a few people are coming to visit this weekend for my bday. crystal is even coming from sac.. should be fun.

bonnie and nate and planning to have another kid soon.. i am so happy about it. i cant wait.

well i should get ready for work.. im so tired.

the party for Nate's bday was awesome. Bonnie did such a great job.. he was totally surprised and everyone had a good time. Hunter was really good even with all the kids there playing with all his toys.. He has a little friend named Nolan and they chase eachother around and hug and stuff. SO cute. i told Bonnie to take some pics of them.. and send ( Read more... )

waiting for her to get home from work. im sure these night shifts are kicking her butt. the girl is a morning person.. lol ( Read more... )

its fuckin hot here. i am dying!! im a humboldt girl and here its high 80s every day and my body doesnt know what to think.. i guess i will get used to it ( Read more... )

Oh yeah.. lol =)

How in the HELL am i straight?!


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i guess i am not really in the mood to post about everything going on right now. things are going fine though. here in roseburg. with my baby ( Read more... )

grrrr
so having a great week.. until i try and look for apts in roseburg. then i just get BEYOND frustrated. one place is crap. one place is awesome, but we make too much $$ to live there. then i just hope something works. i dont want this. the more i think about it i wonder what the hell im doing. why i wanna live in a fuckin small town oregon i ( Read more... )