I'm tired of being what you want me to be ( Read more... )

oh fuck no!!!! school tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!! FUCK FUCK FUCK. damn, 5 more days of school till anther weekends come. too far away... ANYWAY, i had fun hanging out with Kim. i think she's an awsome girl and fun to be with. and ofcourse HOT as hell. well while i was so obssessed with her beauty, Caitlyn was crying every 5 min because of Bryan. ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yyyyyyyyaaaaaaayyyyyyyy ( Read more... )

making new friends is fun and exciting. but when you regain your friendship with a person you've lost who you loved once, there is not a single spot in your mind that makes you want another friend but to keep what you have for the rest of your life ( Read more... )

great, i got drunk again. friday nite after i dropped off Jamal, on the way back home i started drinking. then i got little too drunk i went over to heather's house till i get sober enough to go back to my house. well that went well and my mom has no idea i drank that nite. then yesterday i drank a beer or two at dustin's then on the way back home ( Read more... )

sweet, weekend is coming up already! i'm very excited. first i'm going to my friend's band show. he sux my balls but i guess i'll spend some time watching him play drums. asians fucking rule!!!!!!!!!!! anyway, i talked to heather today. just for like a min but it was fun. then i saw Brian at vons.....one who told heather shit. so i was going to go ( Read more... )

MY BAND, ALLIANCE WILL BE PLAYING A SHOW FEBRUARY 27TH, THIS FRIDAY, IT'S AT THE THEATER ON HIGH STREET IN MOORPARK, PLEASE COME. WE ARE GOING ON FIRST AND THE SHOW STARTS AT 7:00!!

i just came back from the school and i'm gettin ready for my fuckin stupid worthless ass SAT tutoring. well i was at the school cuz i went to go see the softball practice and also to give back caitlyn's wallet she left in my trunk. idiot(you're prob reading this) Anyway, when i was waiting for the damn softball to end....which never did, i decided ( Read more... )

fuck, i screwed up my golf try-out again. i'm just mentally gone all the time. oh i just saw Heather driving with Chris when i was going to my house from my friend's house. thought i should say hi but got little jealous of them and also the fact that i prob couldnt look at heather's face so i just went home. she wrote me a note and i think i've ( Read more... )

haha beautiful nite it was. and ofcourse cant tell you guys because it has to be kept low low looooow. anyway, i'm still mad about the snowboarding, that i couldnt go this weekend. well i wish i did so i dont have to worry about stupid SAT lessons today. havnt done any of their hw! who cares ( Read more... )