i've been reading "Memoirs of a Geisha" for about an hour and a half. i'm done for now, i cant really concentrate. no bueno. emily and i talked for the first time in forever, she wants to hang out, that makes me happy because i love that girl, and i dont want to lose her as well. Meh, i go through cycles about who is my friend and who isn't. for ( Read more... )

i'm at school. spanked. not too bad, but its worse this time because i am very sleep deprived. last night i had a nervous breakdown. crying rocking back and forth on me bed, the works. i am so stressedout right now. what with SSLC and hating it so goddamn much. i honestly hate my school, i dread coming and i hate the fact that i am so far behind. i ( Read more... )

i fucking hate my mother, and i love my friends. jesus christ i am not her personal little slave. shes making me come home after school because i didnt clean the kitchen. LAME ASS MOTERFUCKING BULL SHIT. what a cunt! i know i am just throwing a hissy fit. but i am also pissed at my stupid teachers. logging onto my computer, not letting me listen ( Read more... )

SAVE ALL AGES VENUES IN THE DUKE CITY ( Read more... )

i'm in school. still. it feels like fucking hours. it could have been worse, i could have been forced to do work. instead i lounged around, feeling like absolute shit. i hope i can go to the show tomorrow. its sad, because if i tell my mother i am sick she will not let me go to the show tomorrow, and i am going to see tsunami bomb, sick as fuck or ( Read more... )

As much as I preach the word of change, it is the one thing I fear more than anything else. It is the only thing that can destroy us. It is the only thing that can make us stronger ( Read more... )

spanked at school. again. except now im past being spanked, and i want to spank again. i dont want to be normal all day long. because... yeah that's no good. i wish i had money to pay for all of this, instead of mooching off other people. god i need to get a car so i can get a job so i can get money so i can see david. i miss that kid. oh well. ( Read more... )

This weekend sucked. And it has so much potential. There was supposed to be a party at Nick’s this weekend. Saturday, actually. Never happened. But lets start earlier than that. Friday night, I couldn’t go to see Boogeyman with Allycia, because she went home. So I went to watch the boys jam, and then to take Dylan home. I thought Emily wanted to ( Read more... )

i feel like i have been here for fucking ever. i really shouldnt read other peoples live journals religiously. my most recent journal of choice? Emily. i read all the past shit that i wasnt there for, and it makes me sad. i wish i could have been there. thats why i always have to be with people. it drives some mad. i cant hang out with just one ( Read more... )

1. How did you meet me?
2. How long have you known me?
3. Are we good friends?
4. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
5. What is your middle name?
6. Have you ever had a crush on me?
7. How am i different now then i was when we met?
8. Name the most fun time you have ever had with me.