"because of you" <-click on me !!

[Verse 1:]
Want to, but I can't help it
I love the way it feels,
It's got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real
I need it when I want it, I want it when I don't
Tell myself I'll stop everyday, knowin' that I wont

[Bridge:]
I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it
Even if I did, I don't know if I ( Read more... )

there are some things that make me happy :)....certain people i never get tired of seeing...certain things that bring me serenity everytime i see or hear them.....it feels so good to have peace in your heart even if you still have worries.  i have a choice to make.   be selfish or not.  it's not one that i feel i can be just half way or part this ( Read more... )

my brother hates it when i argue with my parents, but i find it a necessary evil.  i pave the road and he follows to finish it up make it nice and smooth....this tends to make him seem like the good kid but really he's not all that great.  he's just doing what is in his best interest, and i'm doing what's best in both of ours.  sometimes you have ( Read more... )

I can’t stand to fly ( Read more... )

it's that time of year again....tomorrow is graduation.  gosh..i know so many people whose lives will be changing drastically after tomorrow...and others...not so much....this time of year is full of mixed feelings, so much sentiment, and at times so much resentment ( Read more... )

Love, love is a verb
Love is a doing word
Fearless on my breath
Gentle impulsion
Shakes me makes me lighter
Fearless on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Fearless on my breath

i look at you and i think hard on what it used to be like
i almost have to force myself to remember everything from way back when
there is no warmth in my eyes when they meet ( Read more... )

it's 4:23 in the morning...i just woke up from a really weird and (i can tell) bad dream.  i haven't had a bad dream in quite a while...out of no where you drop me a message..a short message straight to the point....and u send all of these emotions swirling up inside me like a sandstorm that i have no control over.  ..... i haven't talked to you in ( Read more... )

sometimes i'll feel really lonely and it'll be really hard to remember all those people that i know....all those memories of the things that we did....i am not one to continue to live in the past, i just don't do it. i keep moving forward even if i am dragging my entire weight on my own....i feel that i have me, and then there's the other me inside ( Read more... )

silence is the stillness of ur mind ....of ur mind not being in use...it is when everything has stopped motion....but it doesn't have
to be just when everything has stopped...because a man who cannot hear cannot sense the sound of a train passing by....but a man who does hear...he knows that when something causes vibrations in the air there is sound ( Read more... )