my cousin (from new york) brought her boyfriend with her on a family trip to michigan. 
she brought the guy who, when i was in new york, i made out with while she was sleeping one couch over.  yeah, and she still doesnt know.

...Talk about awkward!!

Is it wrong that while he was here i wanted him so badly?

my poor little phone is on her death bed.

she has been good to me.  :(

i stared having dreams again, for the first time in years.

i am reading a streetcar named desire for school. i have more to read, and this probably would not have been my first choice, but it is the first that came in the mail. it is a very easy read, and so far it is enjoyable.

i am visiting u of m flint tomorrow. 
and next month i will be going to ( Read more... )

so, these are all of the schools that i have been looking at for one reason or another..
spring arbor
svsu
western
u of m (flint and annarbor)
cmu
eastern
grand valley
msu
alma
and adrian

with spring arbor, i couldnt handle the high requirements of religin.
svsu seems too cheap, or something.. it isnt right for me.
i cannot afford u of m annarbor, so i didnt ( Read more... )

looking for colleges is overwhelming.

hey jessica, if you read this.. what is the name of the college we went to together? was it grand valley?

i think i'm okay now.

i think i did something bad. i did it with good intentions, but now i am afraid of what the outcome might be. i am afraid of the hate and the potential broken relationships.  i wish i could just explain my actions to you, but at the moment i cant. i hope that you will understant. i couldnt stant by and watch you hurt yourself anymore. i want you to ( Read more... )

so yeah, i'm home.

so, i leave for france tomorrow.

leave me some love to come home to :D

so, im going to new york day after tomorrow and i will come home for one day only to pack up my things and leave for france. 
umm, yeah.. thats about it.