The Binge

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I just ate a bowl of ice cream. No, not ricecream, not lactose-free anything, real, neopolitan ice cream. With chocolate syrup on top to boot. Uuuuuugh. I'm gonna feel so sick. That was really stupid, but at least I know why I did it.

Sometimes I'm dumb and eat dairy products just because I get really weak-willed and I crave them because I don't

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In fact

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If you ever want to call me you can. I thought about calling you but I think I have telephone anxiety. If I write things I can think about them, plan them, delete them. But on the phone... too easy to say the wrong thing or sound like an idiot.
But that sounds all kinds of painful horrible awful. Like when we were in TN and my mom was psychotic and I couldn't share any of my feelings with anyone. That was the only time I ever cut myself. Yeah, isolation just bites, and with fangs.
I've thought about living in Wheaton over the summer and working at CPO... but I don't think that I could find housing cheap enough for me to actually make money, even with a roommate... otherwise I would invite you to join my insane plan :p
But many MANY hugs from me, and I wish that I could have you over to watch movies and spew festering feelings.
Three weeks. THREE WEEKS! That's about all, and then we have peace and wheaton. And lots of healthy non-dairy stuff in our two fridges.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, number

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my cell phone was lost at Borders yesterday... yeah it was bad. My mom was NOT happy.
My HOUSE phone, in case you don't have it, btw, is 847 - 543 - 4866.

I need to get a new phone ASAP
I feel terrible for losing it.

AND

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And I am totally praying for you.
I'm stupid too. Like, really sometimes.
And you are awesome. and I love you.

Re: AND

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Thank you so much for your prayers, encouragement, and empathy, Bethany. You're a great friend. I love you, too. -HUG-

PS: I put your house number in my phone and pray you find yours very soon.