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anti_pink

black hearts

Feb 19, 2004 14:15

It's hard to describe the way that I feel, especially to people that don't understand the way that my mind works and such. In brief: I think and see in pictures. I have a million stillframes and video clips running through my mind at any given moment. Sometimes, I hallucinate. Sometimes, I panic. Sometimes, I'm paranoid.. but those things are off ( Read more... )

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bad reception perrog February 19 2004, 12:56:15 UTC

turn off the tv ay?
*sighs*
hope you get better.

Re: bad reception anti_pink February 19 2004, 13:53:56 UTC

are you telling me to kill myself, gabe-o? that's harsh! =D

thanks.. :)

Re: bad reception anti_pink February 19 2004, 14:02:23 UTC

ps: i've been meaning to ask..

why the icky latino chick? heh.

icky latino chick?! perrog February 19 2004, 20:04:11 UTC

my god!
oh...she's from trashy.com...
and the reason why i have her up is because...well...
she's ICKY and LATINA.
mmm.
sex on a stick.
anyway.
i might change it..
but only if you give me a really good reason to.

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alcoholiday February 19 2004, 13:19:15 UTC

aww babe...i hope you'll be ok!!

Re: anti_pink February 19 2004, 13:54:24 UTC

aw.. thanks. =)

Re: alcoholiday February 19 2004, 13:55:13 UTC

Then there's a difference mathgeek February 19 2004, 19:45:30 UTC

I think/see with words. I can see pictures but nothing actual and it's never a clear picture. I think of words and other words associated with that word, etc. So, whenever I'm thinking it's a million words flashing through my thoughts. I believe it's why I have such a problem saying what I'm thinking. It's way to hard to just STOP everything and concentrate on one word. Much like your million pictures problem ( ... )

take over what world? perrog February 19 2004, 20:06:29 UTC

you mean MY world?!

no way you're taking it from me bitch!

There's no world ... mathgeek February 19 2004, 20:14:47 UTC

left for an artist. Everyone knows that. You'll have to change your major to engineering or physics. *grins*

Remember... you were my co-ruler. You were going to rule the world with me, but I was going to kill you eventually. It would've been strictly for dramatic purposes.

When I rule the world.. I think I'll spare you from the genocide. You'll be appointed as my official 'punk ass bitch' of the world. *winks*

Re: Then there's a difference anti_pink February 19 2004, 20:42:47 UTC

=) lyltfur!

Well, I can't leave Chris, but let's secretly get started anyway. *pulls old plans out of dusty lock box*

Unfortunately, I think I have lost my.. intelligence! Okay, maybe not, but I have forgotten some of my vocabulary, dumbed my speech down, and even dumbed my.. self.. down. It's a very odd thing. Oh well. I still think on that ubergenius level. I just don't act like it. I think it's for the best sometimes.

I would love to switch minds with you for a day - or an hour. I don't know if I could stand a whole day. Hell, I can barely stand a day with my own mind. =/ :P

*hug*

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