Five hundred thousand six hundred twenty-two minutes...
Saw Fantastic 4 with Michael & it SUCKED AS$. We left like three hours too early, so we went to the mall. I bought some jeans once...awkward silence... -Long story...actually, it's a rather short story with no ending and a meaningless point- Omg I have never laughed so much in my life. Five minutes into the movie, I was almost asleep & knew it was going to be...long...and...boring. I was right... It was incredibly cheesy & parts of it really didn't make sense at all. We played burn-out part of the way home.
This summer has given me much time to think things through. I've decided relationships suck too much to be involved in one for a while. Granted there would be a few fantastic, breath-taking moments, I feel that all that will result from being involved with someone at the moment is hardship and pain. I'm not looking to settle down with the man of my dreams and get married or anything even close to that - and probably won't for a long, long time - so I'm through with the whole needing to be with someone bullshit.
I want to have fun with friends and not worry about who I hang out with or if I remember to call at a certain time of the day. I can't take anyone putting me down anymore. It seems that after awhile, all I get is criticism. Trust me when I say that hearing the "you aren't trying hard enough" speech has grown very old. I'm not going to make compromises with someone just because they don't like what I do. I hate being told not to do something I want to do and vice versa. Relationships are supposed to make you happy...make you feel complete & all that shit, but when you have to give up the things you love or friends that you enjoy hanging out with, there's no way that can possibly make someone happy. Relationships are too frustrating, sex is overrated, changing yourself for someone is dumb, and for right now, I don't want anything to do with it.
You wouldn't understand.
I want to go to Morgantown with Jyl tonight so badly. Work sucks. I am going to miss it though. Not having a source of income is not fun in my book. Two weeks left. Then off on vaca and then back to Motown. Less than a month away. -HOORAY-
This summer has given me much time to think things through. I've decided relationships suck too much to be involved in one for a while. Granted there would be a few fantastic, breath-taking moments, I feel that all that will result from being involved with someone at the moment is hardship and pain. I'm not looking to settle down with the man of my dreams and get married or anything even close to that - and probably won't for a long, long time - so I'm through with the whole needing to be with someone bullshit.
I want to have fun with friends and not worry about who I hang out with or if I remember to call at a certain time of the day. I can't take anyone putting me down anymore. It seems that after awhile, all I get is criticism. Trust me when I say that hearing the "you aren't trying hard enough" speech has grown very old. I'm not going to make compromises with someone just because they don't like what I do. I hate being told not to do something I want to do and vice versa. Relationships are supposed to make you happy...make you feel complete & all that shit, but when you have to give up the things you love or friends that you enjoy hanging out with, there's no way that can possibly make someone happy. Relationships are too frustrating, sex is overrated, changing yourself for someone is dumb, and for right now, I don't want anything to do with it.
You wouldn't understand.
I want to go to Morgantown with Jyl tonight so badly. Work sucks. I am going to miss it though. Not having a source of income is not fun in my book. Two weeks left. Then off on vaca and then back to Motown. Less than a month away. -HOORAY-