I'm sure I will get in trouble for this...

aNTi FiLeR: one of these days i want to see you with hair just under your ears
lauravan85: one of these days i might
aNTi FiLeR: oh really?
lauravan85: yeah
aNTi FiLeR: why is that?
lauravan85: i see me being pregnant
lauravan85: and wanting shorter hair
lauravan85: chin lenght
lauravan85: length
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Yeah, I went home friday and slept. Went to a bonfire on Saturday and watched a roman candle war. Some parents are just a bit too wierd. Firing fireworks at your children and home brought the cops for some reason. Left there! Went home, then looking for food with Zack at 2am, then went to Emma's house, called no answer, went to Laura's... ( Read more... )

Yes, If you know me it's rare to hear. This sucks. I say tell me, she hesitates. I say tell me, she tells me because I say it's better that way. This sucks. I say I am mad at God for taking her away. Yes, it's true. I used to be so happy. Now everything sucks. There is always something wrong with everything. Today at campus crusade I liked ( Read more... )

So I can't sleep. I keep thinking about the graduation present Dr. Spatz gave me. A reflex hammer. She believed in me. She believes I can become a doctor. That has been my dream ever since I started senior year in high school. I also have been thinking a lot about transferring. I hate it here. Not hate, but it's not for me. Tonight I ( Read more... )

So I am sorry. I am lustful. I am sweet. I am excited. I am tired. I am lonely. I am in love. I love. I want to live in New York. My favorite thing to do is waste time looking at NYC apartment views. I could afford the city if I were a nurse anesthetist. Afford it well, too! The night that I move in, I want to dance around it while ( Read more... )

How did this come up so quickly? Way too fast... The week has flown by. Old ties are hard to break, but fair is fair and it's time to let go. Things are looking up as new beginnings take place on Saturday. I heard this today: All sunshine and no rain makes a desert. Things are getting better, very quickly it seems. Bring on Saturday!

Still is the light ( Read more... )

My appointment to speak with a psychologist is set. I can't wait. Someone to talk to who is supposed to know what they are talking about... hmm... I also took some tests on a computer to explore some career paths. My top three are ( Read more... )

Livejournal up.. Time for sleep. So far college has been nothing like I had imagined it would. It may be amusing to read about later. Just talked to Jacinta and she reminded me I could come up to NYC. Finally, some excitement with someone who knows who I am and isn't hiding from me.