driving in circles seeing school buses and stopping to take a quick run through beechers up through eagles ridge by pats old house jumping across ledges and onto small balconies.  3rd time driving almost get into an accident....and get swarmed by 8 dogs who are all barking and hitting me with their tails. Owner comes out and calms them down, one ( Read more... )

i need a hug

a real hug....not a sitting hug....an affectionate hug.....a hug that means shit will be okay and that i'll make it through the summer okay

i need someone to love me.....living by yourself is fine....but im missing a large piece of myself

i get the feeling amy honestly wants nothing to do with me

-sigh-

im not really sure about anything anymore

im lost.....someone do something

i give up

fuck this i fucking quit

i really am quite pathetic aren't i

i just wish she felt the same way about me

and that she had a bit more confidence

this sucks

oh dear god i think i love her

"never go to war, especially with yourself"

that's whats been keeping me from going insane the past few weeks

idk why i still use this thing, its seen too much shit

but this will be the last it sees, the last chapter

me and amy? who knows

had my coke binge of the year

3 straight days of doing cocaine and weed, mmmm delicious......i love it

im got amy this ( Read more... )