I have no ambition. Everything I ever desired I have: independence from my parents more or less, a place of my own to crash, a car, and a tv, and a cell phone. As far as my material desires go, I'm set. I don't want a bigger house, I don't want a faster car, I don't want a bigger tv. I have enough to eat. If I want to travel, I can travel. I ( Read more... )

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times. It was the age of innocence, it was the age of guilt ( Read more... )

I have promised an account of my convulted love life, and I finally have enough time to get it down. I'm not an idiot: I know this is more or less public, and this isn't just about me getting things off my chest, this is also my confession and apology. I've hidden things from everyone in my life, but the person I've hidden the most to is myself ( Read more... )

Nanu got me my plane tickets. Completely going against anything my parents have ever done, not only did he buy the tickets when he said he was going to, it was in a timely fashion, but he's also bending over backwards to make sure that I get picked up and dropped off at a timely fashion. AND he doesn't think that just because he's bringing me ( Read more... )

Nanu called me the other day after D and D. He wants me to come to WA for Thanksgiving. He's willing to buy the train tickets. He doesn't want to wait 2 monthes to see me. I want to go, but how do I tell my parents I'd rather be with my friend than them ( Read more... )

New rule: You are not allowed to fall in love with me until I'm good and damned ready to fall in love with you. This goes to friends, roommates, classmates, co-workers, any male on the face of this earth. NO FALLING IN LOVE WITH ME UNLESS I SAY YOU CAN! You are not allowed to fall in love with me until I am comfortably in love with you back. I ( Read more... )

Dear sweet goddess, my baby sisters have myspace accounts. My sister Chris is posting cute, sexy pitures of her long term boyfriend, and my baby baby sister Cara has her main picture as her in her uber-cute pajamas. Chris is doing...adult things *cough cough* and Cara is hot, and beginning to notice it. They're supposed to be like 10 and 13 ( Read more... )

Europe is a bust. Of course it is: when on earth do I get to have my adventures. *sigh* SO sorry to all of you people who wanted me out of the country so badly you actually had a civil word long enough to say so. And those who did your super-secret "I'm totally anonomous, you've never met me" speil. Fooling no one ( Read more... )

My roommate, Ted, is tempting me to do something fantastically insane ( Read more... )

I had a fantastic weekend. I had absolutely no sex. I had the smallest amount of booze, not even enough to get me buzzed (but yummy...I <3 Crown). Yet, this weekend was the best one I've had in a long time ( Read more... )