murphy's law went all out this week. everything that could go wrong, did go wrong. my computer broke down. my boyfriend left for san fran, lied to me, we broke up, then in a moment of weakness got back together again (this all within 2 days). and i think i have a parasite or an ulcer or both. damn it feels good to finally write that all out. i feel ( Read more... )

tonite is my last night in oklahoma. i didn't do anything out here. when i say i didn't do anything, i mean it. i just realized i haven't stepped outside for three days. i am very dissapointed in myself. it is not as if i didn't enjoy my vacation, i really did, maybe i needed this. i just hope that when i get home i won't continue this pattern ( Read more... )

there was a reason why i wanted to write in a live journal.you see i planned to move from my comfy warm spot in sunny o.c. to pursue an adventure in san francisco. and rather than have to write individually to all my friend via e-mail i wanted to write in my journal and people can come and go as they please.i am not going to san francisco now. for ( Read more... )

i am in ardmore, oklahoma. it seems kind of like a blur how i ended up here. my friend is afraid of flying, so i said i would go with her on the plane so she could go see her family in oklahoma. i am on a pecan farm that is 20 minutes drive to the nearest town. there is not much to do except drink, and since i am on antibiotics, i can't drink (or ( Read more... )