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open letters to you, you and you:
Hello you,
I don't quite know where to begin with you, for you have lived without me yet I have never lived without you. You have carried, and continue to carry me through so much; yet you weigh me down with your stone-filled words without realising it. Or maybe you do realise it, on a subconscious level. It's been really hard for me to love things and not being able to share them with you, for you've never been fully supportive of me. Even now, I know that I disappoint you, since I haven't been able to fulfil your dreams; but I will continue to chase my own dreams and can only hope that in time, you will come to support me. Because if you never do, it'd be with a heavy heart that I'll have to admit that you changed my love for you to a feeling of nothingness; and to feel nothing for you just doesn't seem right.
Hey you,
I seem to have a thing for people with beautiful eyes like you. Maybe it's because they say that a person's eyes never really grow old, so every time I look into yours I see years and years of happiness lingering ahead. Of course, you'd think that's ridiculous since we barely know each other, so I'll apologise first if that sounded very much like a hopeless romantic. You know that feeling you get when, after becoming acquainted with someone or hearing about them from someone close to them, you become so intrigued by that glimpse into their personality that you really want to get to know them better and everything about them gradually becomes more attractive to you? Whatever that feeling's called, that's what I'm feeling for you now. I think it's not exactly like a 'being in love' sort of feeling, but more of wanting to get to know someone's soul; and I do hope that one day I can get to know yours (as do you, with mine).
Hi you,
It's been hard for you, and it might get harder; but I have a feeling you'll pull through just like you have twice before. And hey, you're a lot more confident now than you were before, so that's great! You are special and someday someone out there will love that about you. But till then, don't look for that someone. Let that someone find you, and when you do find each other I doubt it'll be magical like everyone claims it'll be. It'll just...be, and that's probably be the best part about it - happening as if it was always there, always existing, just hidden and only then revealing itself. That aside, look at people around you - no matter how ugly you think a person's soul may be, find something about them to love and hold on to that. To love is easier than to hate, and with all the hate you have in your life right now, you could use a bit of love.