fuck. about to leave to go see my little brother at his juvenile detention program in bristol. hell be gone for over a year. hes already been gone for 4 months. he is 15 years old. fuck.
it's a 5 hour drive. be back tonight i guess. allow me to get redundant... fuck.

just finished reading Left Hand of Darkness by ursula k le guin. i highly recommend it. especially to billy.

CDs listened to today:
Candiria - 300 percent density
Boards of Canada - music has a right to children
Guru - Jazzmatazz

does anyone have thoughts on the new meshuggah? in my opinion it's a little slower than previous albums, but still has more balls than a eunuch community storage closet... and the writing is still brilliant.

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"Computer games don't affect kids. I mean If Pac-man affected us as kids, we'd all be running around in dark rooms listening to repetitive music, and munching pills."

tool. daytona. aug 5.
brett. birthday. aug 5
meshuggah. new CD. aug 6.
rachael. birthday. aug 9.
X-Sister Z/Bile. jackrabbits. aug 18 ( Read more... )

the show with genitorturers went great. everybody from the band was really friendly and all that shit. one of gen's dancer/performer girls, the fabulous amber, told me i was cute and kissed me. haha. she got fake blood on me. the notorious k.e.b. is in town so i rented the royal tenenbaums cause the fuckbag hadnt seen it. we gon have a barbecue ( Read more... )

Cherry Daiquiri swings her hair in a fan around her head. She bows, then throws her long black hair over her shoulders. "And i tinted my hair," she says. With one hand, she reaches back for a few strands and holds them out near me, rubbing them between two fingers ( Read more... )

character is not revealed when life shows its best side, but when it shows its worst. the way to tell a print from a tapestry is to look at its seamy side. an inexperienced buyer never turns the chair upside down; an expert always does. the worth of a person, in like manner, is to be judged by how he reacts to the obstacles, the limitations, and ( Read more... )

sometimes a euphemism just isnt.