Yesterday I resolved to do what I feel passionate about. To feel passion.

Capote's passion brought him through uncertainty:

I spent four years on and off in that part of Western Kansas there during the research for that book and then the film. What was it like? It was very lonely. And difficult. Although I made a lot of friends there. I had to, ( Read more... )

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When will I let myself be happy for just being myself?

I'm happy to be alive. The air I breathe tastes sweet.

Sometimes the worms start eating you early.
Little, bacterias and viruses:

I pray to god and visualise myself becoming light. I fight with him. I dream of lesbians and wake up with Ebola.

I plan on talking with my mother a lot. I decide against waiting - many plans to be made.
I wonder if my body expresses suicidal ideation.

I keep meeting the same person in a different body, in a different form.

Golden boy is generaous but condescending to watiers and watiresses and blacks and then, having followed a captialist script, can't think why people hate him, believing they share his belief that wealth is indicates greater right to life.

Errr ffffThe feeling is more intense than all thoughts
Make energy collectively
All the humans seperately decided the energy is love
A fullness in the heart
Tightness at the top of the lungs
The feeling of communal singing and celebration feasts.
Alters the biochemistry

http://www.apex-magazine.com/the-top-10-experimental-books-youve-never-heard-of/http://www.goodreads.com/list/show/4422.

The way peopl raise their voices when taking leave of echother.