this weekend has probably been the most surprising weekend i've ever had...i think i've finally figured out what i'm going to do but there's no way of getting around hurting someone

Wow it's pretty surprising how shitty things can get and how fast things can happen but not everything that's happened is bad, my aunt is home and i'm really happy because it's been so long since i've seen her and i'm really grateful for this vacation because i think i really need it. i've been working pretty hard lately and my brain really needs ( Read more... )

Thought I'd update cause it's been a while. Gotta keep it positive. Xmas break is coming up and I'm anticipating it because my aunt is coming home and I haven't seen her in over a year. Plus, the vacation is pretty nice too and I don't mind the presents ( Read more... )

yay! my journal is pretty now :)

people, actually put your real name on my quiz if you're gonna take it, i wanna know who's taking it

I'm feeling a bit better since my last entry. I promise this one won't be as melodramatic. Things are passable I guess but they can definitely be a hell of a lot better. But, whatever I mean people have it worse than I do so I shouldn't complain like a little bitch all the time. Um, school is going...better but the whole swimming thing really sucks ( Read more... )

Having Thanksgiving twice and then leftovers? That's wayyy too much turkey and shit, I think I'm going to die. Wow I've been really irritable lately. People really piss me off. I can't stand reckless, feckless choices people make. I mean does anyone give a shit? I'm completely sick of people being completely nonchalant about certain things. So ( Read more... )

i'm so pissed off, you know, my mom tells me we're gonna do something then she tells me we're not. i really wanted to go today too. this is bullshit. i dont wanna go to school anymore, i have to start swimming soon. it's so gay. how about we all watch the gym teachers embarass themselves and we can point and laugh. my school is gay and retarded and ( Read more... )

i'm finding some really cool linkin park songs mixed with jay z songs, who knew that i could actually like hip hop if it's mixed with rock? oh well yay short week next week but i seriously do not wanna go to school tomorrow and i really really didn't want to today
i cannot stand school i hate it. i wanna stay home and be lazy it's fun.

omg i heard this song on the radio and i was like is this nelly? it sounds nothing like what he would do and i was like who is that other guy singing? i found out it was...tim mcgraw!
for a person who hates hip hop and despises country, why would i love this song? who knows but it's awesome!