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Last night... was amazing. Seeing everyone in one place, even if they just came for the alcohol, it was still good to see everyone having such an amazing time. The team, the twins, Atsushi's new boyfriend, Seigaku, Higa, the kids, Kenta and his mates from college... Hell, even having some of the parents... It was great... I couldn't ask for a better birthday. Or a better send-off...
I was late to leave, though. I wanted to see the sunrise just one last time before I left with Kouji... So I woke him up and dragged him up to the cliff and we just sat there... and said nothing... and I'm glad. And then there was the sunrise... It was the most beautiful sunrise I've ever seen. I almost cried when I said good bye. And I made a promise that I intend to keep forever...
Screened to Kouji
I know I said it before I left... but I mean it... I'll always come back to you, no matter what happens. And if I can't be there for you right when you need me... I'll do my best to be there as soon as I can.
I love you, Kouji. I don't know why it took me so long to realize but... I love you more than anything in the world. More than my family... than my brother... than my dogs... more than...
Just.. know that I love you. And you can call me anytime while I'm away and I'll answer if it's physically possible.
... Funny. I've only just got my bag off the plane and I'm already counting down the days until I next see you.
Last night... was amazing. Seeing everyone in one place, even if they just came for the alcohol, it was still good to see everyone having such an amazing time. The team, the twins, Atsushi's new boyfriend, Seigaku, Higa, the kids, Kenta and his mates from college... Hell, even having some of the parents... It was great... I couldn't ask for a better birthday. Or a better send-off...
I was late to leave, though. I wanted to see the sunrise just one last time before I left with Kouji... So I woke him up and dragged him up to the cliff and we just sat there... and said nothing... and I'm glad. And then there was the sunrise... It was the most beautiful sunrise I've ever seen. I almost cried when I said good bye. And I made a promise that I intend to keep forever...
Screened to Kouji
I know I said it before I left... but I mean it... I'll always come back to you, no matter what happens. And if I can't be there for you right when you need me... I'll do my best to be there as soon as I can.
I love you, Kouji. I don't know why it took me so long to realize but... I love you more than anything in the world. More than my family... than my brother... than my dogs... more than...
Just.. know that I love you. And you can call me anytime while I'm away and I'll answer if it's physically possible.
... Funny. I've only just got my bag off the plane and I'm already counting down the days until I next see you.