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[antischiz_liz]

i've let my dreams and priorities become sidetracked. somehow i find myself living a more pointless existence than i intended for. did i fail to control my life through my indecisiveness, or is this just proof that we are helpless to change or make anything for ourselves? whatever it is, i'm wasting my life. but what are my dreams anyway

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[shattertheclock]

you and i have similar dreams.
if i wasn't stuck in this horrid spot in life (highschool) i think i would be right there with you.
orlando slowly kills people.
i hope things get better for you, girl. and i hope your dreams are reality some time. you deserve it.

[antischiz_liz]

thanks a lot dude. i hope your school year is over before you know it and you get to see the all things you want accomplished too. if i'm out of here before you graduate, you know you're always welcome wherever i am.

i blame my stagnance on myself, it's not the city's fault, although orlando is definetly not the place where i can achieve any of my dreams. but i choose to live here right and so ultimately i'm the one who's responsible for not doing anything more.

ps what are you doing today sam? because there's a "world vegetarian day" at the library- free vegan food. 2-4pm

[shattertheclock]

thanks, dude.

true, but orlando is just super depressing. like you said, not a place to thrive.

i'm actualy leaving for that shortly! see you there.

[antischiz_liz]

haha well the free sample was pretty sweet

[npon]

You just took all on my thoughts and wrote them out. I can't stress enough the need to be able to live while only being dependent on myself. I miss you and I feel like I haven't seen you in like a week. We need to have DIY fun again.

And I know what you mean about people only seeing you as 'zachs girlfriend.' I have been friends with people for two years and I barely know anything about them or barely talk to them but yet they love my boyfriend than they seem to love me. It really sucks.

[antischiz_liz]

it's really amazing that you can relate so well. i love you erica <3<3

and it has been way too long. will i get to see you today? are you going to the veg thing at the library?

[lahermite]

"i don't know if people (that matter to you) are a good deciding factor to stay/leave a place. on one hand, i think it's important for me to live my life to the fullest and not let anything/anyone hold me back. on the other hand, what's more important in life than your relationship and friendships? what has the ability to bring you greater happiness

[kiltie_mcnasty]

i miss you liz, and id go with you out into bumfuck nowhere

[jimmy_dunson]

hi..... i love you!!! get the fuck out! what are you waiting for? you obviously know where you're at isn't working for you. so leave. and your boyfriend, if he loves you which i assume he does, he wants what's best for you. where do you want to go? and what do you wanna do? save up some $, if you need to, and do it. my family's got a place in Maine.... its like a healing place where they do spiritual and physical healing, massage, reiki, stuff like that. grow their own food. gonna have a sweat lodge. doors are always unlocked. etc. i haven't been yet. but plan to go up there in a month or two. whenever i get a little settled and make sure i'm grounded again. wanna come with me?