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antismiles

[fanmix] chelseaverse - the movement and the spin

Aug 02, 2013 18:16

Notes: Here we go with the first of three four short mixes that still managed to consume my brain and my time this past week month and a half [hollow laughter]. This one focuses on Patrick's relationship with Jonny in empathapathique's "Running Out of Air" and kind of goes through the events of Madison. I totally cheated and stole some details from ( Read more... )

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totallybitchy September 4 2013, 15:07:04 UTC

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!

antismiles September 6 2013, 19:06:14 UTC

Running Out of Air will always be devastating, no matter how sympathetic I've become to Jonny. Because Pat is just so in love and he gets fucked over so badly by the guy he loves, and it's not fair. It'll never be fair. But it's Jonny, so Pat has to move forward. (Not move on, but forward.)

totallybitchy September 6 2013, 21:47:19 UTC

You did a good job capturing that, by the way. But seriously... OW!

antismiles September 6 2013, 22:06:47 UTC

Aw, thanks! This one was a struggle (because it was inspired by the juxtaposition of "Wide Awake" and "Thinking of You") and of all the mixes is the one I'm least satisfied with, so it really means a lot that you think it worked!

And yeah: ouch. Running Out of Air is the one that makes me scratch the skin over my heart. :((((