... Why did she do it? ...

[antistructure]

I tried to write this out last night, I guess I just want to get it off my shoulders, off my mind, please godamnit. Well I tried to write it last night, but that didn't happen, I did end up staying up till 630 in the morning, I think part of me was afraid to go to sleep. The following is a little bit morbid .. im sorry for that

Comments

[tofukiller]

holy shit

[insomniac_tales]

Go talk to someone. Call a hotline. See a counselor.

Anything. Find someone who can give you perspective and help you through it. This is quite possibly the most traumatic thing I've ever heard.

You have my thoughts and best wishes.

[stormodacentury]

Ha, I could tell you stories, then.

[stormodacentury]

This is very, very tough, J. Witnessing a violent death up close like that is really hard to deal with, even when you're trained for it. Helen's right, don't suppress it. Sometimes it's ok to be emo. ;-)

[antistructure]

yeh I hear that man .. Its possible one of the most fucked up things ive ever seen ... im sure im sheltered living as a middle class white kid for most my life .. but fuck.

[sleepyworm]

oh my god...I know I would be a wreck after witnessing something like that too.