I woke up and it was late and dark and I feel incredibly alone.

I know i could go out and do something If I tried, but I'm at this point where I like being unhappy.

I don't want to be a failure... anymore.

Its sad how close I came to killing myself last night.

but today was a really good day. I didn't even think about what I really almost did last night until Robert asked me if I was doing better than last night.

[mood swing to sad/reflective]

I just finished something I should have done long ago

Its satisfying no one would know if I died committed suicide ( Read more... )

I'm oddly horny...

[goes and heats up a bagel... looks for butter]

I sorta want Mikey to get this...

[drinks coffee and listens to the rain outside ( Read more... )

antisuperboy: lets make babies ( Read more... )

Wow, how cool I just won tickets to go see Tacking Back Sunday next Tuesday.

That almost makes it not as sucky for getting a speeding ticket.

meh.

Oh first day at work today. I worked in the boys section. Im a pedophile =D

I want a Sunday kind of love...

and all I have is this black sunday.

Bryan thank you so much for the help. I'm going to bake you a chocolate cake ( Read more... )