Jacqui gets back this week from sydney. It wil be the first time that ive seen her since december 2005. I cant wait to laugh, cry, hug and just share everything. One of those friends that although we havent seen each other for such a long time, she will walk in th door and it will be like i saw her yesterday.....one of those people, a lifelong ( Read more... )

Trying to forget certain events are very hard when your subconcious wont let you...I wish i didnt dream

Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I not sure I could
They say, time heals everything.

But im still waiting?

I think I might be skitz too if this was me. Hell im crazy enough without it!

So my house has sold, the one that I lived in for 17 years. It feels weird, but everytime I go back there it feels a little less like home, things are getting moved out and as the stuff goes, the familiarity of it does too ( Read more... )

I had the most intense dream last night ( Read more... )

I have had such a good weekend its not funny. Im still tryig to process all of this in my head....

I feel like im in a very good place right now :)

The whole of yesterday I had woken up feeling really crap and it continued throughout the day, really bad headache, just couldnt get into the groove of the day etc etc.

I figured out at about 5pm that I hadnt had a coffee yet. So i had one.

Headache gone! Feeling better.

I am completely addicted to caffeine

Living alone is cool,

But it also sucks sometimes....I am SUCH a messy person and its so hard to keep this place clean.

Everyone who thinks im clean doesnt know me very well, you think that coz if i know youre coming over io freak out and clean the place

Steph help! hahah actually no, we're both as bad as each other :P

OK ( Read more... )