Amanda! First and foremost I care about you, the whole you.
You are not alone in this world, you're not the only or first person to experience, and go through the exact same shit you're going through now. Things happen, and we change. I easily adapted into this lifestyle, and you can just as easily adapt out of it. I can tell that you feel upset with what you've become. And that's the first step to recovering from a negative thing. Realize and accept what it is you're doing which you don't like.
If you want to find someone who you will want to be with, and will want to be with you, then stop throwing it out there. YOU ARE IN CONTROL! Everything you said above is something you allowed to happen. And you don't have to allow it if you really don't want it. The good news is its not too late to change things.
I wish there was something I could say or do which would help you out, but before things will get better for you, you'll need to want to change. But it's not impossible. I'm here for you if you ever need to talk.
I was beginning to wonder if you weren't pissed off at me or my comment. I miss talkin to you online. I wish you could popup and chat some. Even if you feel down and out it might do you some good to talk to a friend like me.
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You are not alone in this world, you're not the only or first person to experience, and go through the exact same shit you're going through now. Things happen, and we change. I easily adapted into this lifestyle, and you can just as easily adapt out of it. I can tell that you feel upset with what you've become. And that's the first step to recovering from a negative thing. Realize and accept what it is you're doing which you don't like.
If you want to find someone who you will want to be with, and will want to be with you, then stop throwing it out there. YOU ARE IN CONTROL! Everything you said above is something you allowed to happen. And you don't have to allow it if you really don't want it. The good news is its not too late to change things.
I wish there was something I could say or do which would help you out, but before things will get better for you, you'll need to want to change. But it's not impossible. I'm here for you if you ever need to talk.
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I was beginning to wonder if you weren't pissed off at me or my comment. I miss talkin to you online. I wish you could popup and chat some. Even if you feel down and out it might do you some good to talk to a friend like me.
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