Comments | antwan2005: Regret

antwan2005

Regret

Mar 15, 2010 01:56

I wish I had kept better record of things in the past. I just feel like I did a poor job chronicling all the things I wish I had now. At the time, it seemed like it was none of anyone's business but I wish I had at least recorded things in a private entry or something. All the little squabbles I had or small fights. What they were about who said ( Read more... )

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tresouiuberjah March 17 2010, 05:41:16 UTC

Awww... love you like an estranged brother, Twan. These are so heartfelt. I wish we were still as close as we used to be. Such is aging, I guess.
Funny-- I've been randomly using my old lj too. It must be the nigh approaching real world.
Hug.

tresouiuberjah March 17 2010, 05:42:26 UTC

Or maybe the need to move away from/embrace/understand/forget all the (largely self-imposed) shit I've been through this past year. I don't know. Funny how we return to nostalgia collectively. I know three others doing the same thing.

antwan2005 March 17 2010, 06:28:23 UTC

Yeah, I have no idea. I'm sure it is a little of all of those as I don't think you can do any of them until you are trying to do all of them. The big trigger for all of this was probably talking to Mark but in some way or another I have been thinking about all of this all along. This isn't the first time I have decided to write this script after all and the reflection on these ideas hasn't really changed the core story so much as just reminded me of a lot of things and allowed me to review with a much more critical eye (God I made some really stupid choices ( ... )