i want to be drunk from now till the end of september.
yeah

im going to halloween horror nights and im super excited.
no acid yet though :(

i dont feel like talking to you
your just going to tell everyone my secrets and ruin all my fun
get jealous bitches
because trust me
this is where you all want to be

i can breath again
i dont wake up stressed
i dont wake up worried
i dont wake up depressed
tired
yes
but depression
doesnt exist when your in my life

weve had some up
weve had some down
were not sure whats right
but it feels amazing not to frown

and thats what youve done for me
turned it upside down

why do drugs make us do the things we do
fuck being sober
anyways
heres to new begginings
i know ive been saying it alot
but trust me
alot has been going on

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doin the sober thing
dont know how great i feel yet
i know shes great
and thats what she makes me feel

oh fuck
what have i done?

so now i have a girlfriend
hahaa
that feels so weird sayin again
wow
but it feels fucking fantastic

i saw the most amazing show ever made yesterday
not telling you what
fucking cock suckers stealin all my glory

oh goodness!
this is going to be a great next few whatevers of my life
and i think i might actually be ready this time

yup
im happy
fuck
why cant i just be depressed and angry
ya know
what im good at
everyday feels like such an adventure
me and lexxi went swimming the other day
shes so pretty
shes so beautiful
shes so sexy
and yes
she makes me happy

dear livejournal
i think i might be happy
which scares the shit out of me
the end

 life has a funny way of working itself out
providing what we truly ask for
i keep my head held high
my will is strong
i can show you and teach you things that would truly blow your mind
but its really better to learn it on your own
and thats what im doin
and thats what im trying to tell you

it finally feels like its startin to work all on its own