so i think that i'm cursed...i mean i've always though so but now it's a definite thing i broke my fucking toe and sprained a ligamet in my foot oh yeah and at work today i sliced my hand open with an exacto knife...what the fuck brittany
ps...why do i always want people that are emotionally unavailabe????
oh yeah and i was listening to the radio earlier and i heard the worst version ever of tegan and sara's walking with the ghost by the white stripes...i've completely lost respect
so i know i'm a few days late...but my birthday was fucking amazing. ahh god it was good i smoke with all my friends throughout the day went to an amazing dinner with some peeps rolled oh god i love extacy then got drunk. it was good. really good. i love my friends they are amazing.
i miss kynlan. i miss you. i miss a lot of people right now. i'm sick and sitting on my ass right now with my kat's. it's hella fun. hookah bar soon and of course my favorite herb. work tomorrow and then school school school. i wish kayle would spend a few of her days to come here.
my heart hurts so goddamn bad. i wish i could be with you. i wish things were different. you mean so much to me i can't even tell you. i've fucked everything up and i'm sorry. why do you have to be you. why not someone different. why did i have to fall for you so hard. fuck. i miss you already so goddamn much.
so i love how all my girlfriends are leaving me....i start to get comfortable with those that i have around me...and then they leave...people always leave.