so i was fucked up this morning. i felt like shit and thought i was going to die. eyes rolling back in my head. can't stop shaking. hyperventilating. god i love drugs ( Read more... )

so school's out tomorrow.
i need to go out and play.
i've been longing for something.
for what i have no clue.
ughhh.
life is dull.
occasionally fullfilling.
mostly not.

fuck marijuana.
i smoke too much.
one sober day in months.

fuck me.

caio bella.

so...new apartment = much fun
i'm done with school in a week!!! yeah then summer. can't wait.
i'm bored at the moment...and am in a quite off mood.
i'm bored yet satisfied.
what the fuck does that mean?
i need some affection...ughh.
i need some excitement.

then again this is the life of brittany...when the hell do those happen

so....i haven't smoked all day...anything...cigerettes or pot ( Read more... )

i hate girls. you'll be friends with one and then befriend another one and there is always competition ( Read more... )

so basically everyone in this goddamn world fucking sucks ( Read more... )

i have a very addictive personality. hmmm.
i should watch that.
everything i try i fucking love.
new love:percocet
yum.

this weekend is gonna be fucking awesome. i so excited.
it'll be weird being home for the last time.
shit fuck.
packing my crap up.
what the hell happended to my life.
last time to hang in kirkland as my home.
sad face.

sometimes i feel ( Read more... )

my life is much to stressful for me to handle ( Read more... )

happy birthday my little ho jennie....i love you...great fucking birthday...pot brownies, sushi, pot brownies at the zoo, the zoo...ahh beautiful...you won't see this, but i love you ( Read more... )