So all my stupid friends are going and getting married or dating. Im glad on one hand that i have waited but it gets tiring and lonely. i know its for the best and i will progress better, plus im using this time to get to know myself better. i think youre going to change your mind a hundred times befor you reach like even one year older, but one ( Read more... )

so here you are, perfect as ever, you waltz back into my life on a whim, with your same usual charm. why do you do it? why do i have these emotions. i thought i let go of you so long ago. and yet here you are.....why? you talk about all your big plans, are you running again, or is this for the best. i want to believe all your dreams, i want ( Read more... )

Well i havnt updated in a while. I got my kitten. As of now her name is kaluha. i call her my little luha. Shes so cute. not sure if i get to keep her yet. still waiting to see where i end up ( Read more... )

so i might be getting a kitten! im so excited, only thing is is that if i move in with this one family, i cant have pets. that sucks. were gonna bring the kitten home anyways to try out, if i cant keep it my mom is probably gonna take it with her. these kittens are so cute! they are a ragdoll mix. i thought i was going to be getting a boy but ( Read more... )

so here i sit, staring at a black screen. My mind wanders, into past memories, mostly sad ones, but some good ones. i sit and wonder what lies ahead for me. I see places i want to go and places i've been that i want to go back to. i see people that I've never met, and those i hope to see again. They are all gone, not to be seen for a long ( Read more... )

so, i had my credit checked just to see what it was. also because my mom is moving as you know and where she is moving to is like dirt cheap, so i figured maybe i can get my own place. turns out i have great credit and i can afford to buy my own place after all. yay for me! now all i have to do is pick out a house and wait a couple of months ( Read more... )

ok so, my mom is moving january 1st, my best friend is getting married jan 3rd. i have a job that there is no way in ...... their gonna give me the time off to go to her wedding. im the newbie AND everyone else is on vacation. so, i have the option of A) living with a friend, and keeping my job, or B) quiting and moving with my mom, and getting ( Read more... )

a historical event? i think not! well maybe for me it is. its the day i go on a d... i dont even want to say the word, i dislike it so much. ok im changing my diet. i really could stand to lose some weight. i started off good. had a salad for dinner, and a tuna salad for brunch. im gonna try to do the low carb thing. but man o man am i ( Read more... )

so i've always wanted to keep a journal. never was good at writing stuff down though. maybe now that its online and i can interact with others, it might be fun! we'll see how it goes. and with that i have nothing more to say, boring i know! hehe