my confidence comes in waves ( Read more... )

im so happy he decided to call me.
even though I know I shouldnt be talking to him.
but all I keep thinking to myself is, hes the only one who cares.
not to make me quit what I was doing up there or to help me get better.
but hes someone to talk to.
the ringtone it plays when he calls is still running through my head.

I am not well.

Ive eaten a lot today.
but I still have a lot on my mind.

time.
patience.

things will get better.
things will go back to normal.

crying wont make everything go away.
but keeping busy will.

just, remember to breathe.

things have turned the worse ( Read more... )

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why is it becoming such a hassel for me to leave this town?
first, I compromised to come earlier than I wanted (the 14th) ((I wanted to come the 18th))
then I had to persaude my Mom to understand that I want to leave the 28th (not Jan 06)
NOW my car wont be ready until Saturday.
I want to get out of this town so badly.
maybe its a sign.

people I ( Read more... )

For Christmas, Kyle got us tickets to go to Busch Gardens on Sunday.
isnt he the best?!

aw, he like really likes me ( Read more... )

I guess its not Pines?
its the people themselves.

I hung out with Justin this morning.
and as always, it was the same.
touchy feely.
WERE NOT THE SAME
ITS NOT THE SAME

it was such a mistake to see him, after last time I was here's incident.
I dont get it, does he not get it either?
YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE TOO COOL ALL THROUGH BABIS'S CLASS.
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 I have pink eye, an ear infection, and the common cold.

this somehow makes me never want to come back Pines.

and it seems alot of kids got the 'freshman 15'

HAHA