internet filters are interesting.  at my school, i can't get onto my regular hotmail email account, which really is bad since most of my YMCA related messages are fowarded there and i can't access my Y account anywhere but a Y computer anyway.  i also can't get onto facebook (understandably).  i can't get on xanga, to check friend's blogs, but i ( Read more... )

 this ain't no thinking thing...... :-P

 i hate watching my little sister go through her first heartbreak.

but i'm glad i'm here.  i'm glad she wants me here with her.

and it's amazing to see her grow up before my eyes.

 i am responsible for my own happiness.

it's funny, how accepting that means i can let others help me be happy......i'm going into this with eyes wide open this time around.  and i'm not going to lose myself in it.  but i will fight.  i will fight with everything in me, to be happy.

and if he'll let me, i'll fight for his happiness too.

 i am finally crying......which makes it hurt worse because it means i know it's over ( Read more... )

i'm too angry to be upset or hurt.  sad, yeah, that'll come later.  right now, just anger.

murder's still all illegal and stuff, right?

"syrup is sticky ( Read more... )

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

or suicidal.

"are you actually coming over, or do you need to drink away someone else's problems?!"
~me at my bitchiest today

i'm extremely frustrated.  without a valid reason.

reason-less frustration.  bites.  hard.

"Close my eyes when I go to bed ( Read more... )