I can feel your fingers claw at my hair ( Read more... )

Sugarcult- (S)he's the blade ( Read more... )

Wow. I have sooooooooo many thoughts right now I have no idea where to begin, so this entry will either be really disorganized or split into multiple entries (cause there is A LOT!)

OK I guess the first thing I need to say is that I just reread all of my journal entries with their comments from the end of sophomore year of college through the summer ( Read more... )

Mixed Up World Sophie Ellis Bextor

I'm feeling all messed up
I have a voice inside my head it says turn to the left then it says turn to the right
Don't want to bring you down
But I am really needing guidance now
What would you do within my shoes 
(don't cry) I'm going crazy
(stay high) I've never felt so low
(don't hide) I want to turn and run
we've got to ( Read more... )

 "Faking My Own Suicide"

So I've made up my mind
I will pretend
To leave this world behind
And in the end
You'll know I've lied
To get your attention
I'm faking my own suicide

I'm faking my own suicide
Because I know you love me
You just haven't realized
I'm faking my own suicide
They'll hold a double funeral
Because a part of you will die
Along with me

Wish you ( Read more... )

You say your words to me 
like you can't throw your voice 
But your puppets pipe 
and you have no choice but to be to me
a person pulled by their strings 
cause you gave them away

Then you say "Hey, don't judge me"
though I'm not the one judging 
-all I'm doing is loving 
But you break me down 
with the words you keep throwing 
running from the judgement you' ( Read more... )

Vanilla Twilight- Owl City ( Read more... )

rinse ( Read more... )

 I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' ( Read more... )

I have a big midterm tomorrow and I no matter what I do I can't seem to focus. I'm trying to prepare for an essay exam that discusses how gender equality in politics can affect world peace. I'm kinda frustrated cause usually this is the kind of prompt that I would find really enjoyable to write about and usually burn through it pretty quickly but ( Read more... )