do you realize everything you've done... you messed up, i don't know if you realize it or not, but you changed dramatically in the past month. you're a whole different person with a different outlook on everything, unless this was always how you looked upon things and just lied to me about it all. but i pray you find the peace you've been longing for. i really hope you realize what you're doing and that other people do have feelings.
i don't know why you think you deserve everything but God is watching everything you do, he knows how you feel, and how you think. and i know you know that, but think about it. he loves you, always has, and he always will, you just need to stop and think about it
its actually the opposite. if you think that i believe that i deserve everything good. its really more like i deserve everything wrong and bad that has happened. i put myself here. kind of like a basis on curiosity... like its not like i wanted to see how big of a hole i could dig myself into... its just that i kept going. no stopping, no turning back. just straight into the hole. now im on the bottom. and i belong here
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Talk to God, seriously... i've been doing that lately, it helps, go to church and listen, listen to what is being said, read your bible, think about everything he has done for you and how everything is always better when you believe. i know you might not think so sometimes. i know i didn't a few months ago, i was just living it up and i wasn't even as happy as i am now, and the only reason i'm really happy now is because i have God there, i have someone to turn to when everything else is wrong. ok it's not the only reason, but it's a really major one. there's so much stuff i wanted to do after we broke up but i knew it would just dig me deeper and deeper, kindof what you're talking about it would've screwed up a lot of things for the future. so i just tried not to and i had to try really hard, i had to think about everything that has happened in my life before because of these things. i went through some stuff i would've never had to experience because of my stupid actions but it made me a better person, and in the end, us, made me a
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i don't know why you think you deserve everything but God is watching everything you do, he knows how you feel, and how you think. and i know you know that, but think about it. he loves you, always has, and he always will, you just need to stop and think about it
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