I may not be able to figure what's going on. But I can tell that someting is. Don't lie and say everything is fine. Your eyes and actions tell a different story. I don't know if its me or its everything but its not very fun being on this side of things. Im not able to make everyting perfect. Im just trying to make everyhing. Im not always good at ( Read more... )

How many shitty things and set backs can people have. Trying to scramble to make everything as perfect as can be in half a year but it seems every one else wants to.come out of the dark to.throw obsticles in the way and its getting old and its getting ..Fuck I can't spell..tiering. can I please give up. What do they want from me. Us. Fuck the ( Read more... )

I don't want you to be dead inside. I want yo to be able to be happy. To feel. To be happy ( Read more... )

I don't care what color the sky is
or who the president it
I don't care if its warm or cold
Or how hungry I may he
If my xbox is broke
or im bored at work today
Don't care what tomorrow will bring
Or what I may have missed out on yesterday
don care about something dumb someone said
Or this or that...
But I do care, I Love You.

i hope you trust me. i would pass up anything that would have the potential to jeopardize this. im sorry that at times i question things. maybe because of my retarded past. your job makes me nervous. maybe im a little broken now. i just dont want to end up where i have been, where i was the idiot in the situation...it sucks... now perhaps the ( Read more... )

I don't remember another year quite like the one I've almost completed.
I love the love that makes me warm everytime I feel your skin and the smile I look for that makes me feel and your laugh I love to hear. Most days are good days. More days are great days. And I love everyday I find myself openinng my eyes to you.

I hope my son is nothing like me. I hope he has a better attitude. A better feel on life. A better connection with people and his family. A better relationship with his mother and myself. I hope he thinks normal things. I hope he has the ability to set and follow goals. Ect. Ect. Ect.

Its almost strange to think that of all the millions of things and billions of people in the world, my favorite is a girl who sits in our apartment, waiting up for me.

Make my heart race like its the first time laying my eyes on you.
I only want to make you smile, make you happy.

Sometimes i think we are more alike than either of us have previously thought. I only care about myself when I am with you, because I care that im going to spend the next moments with you too. Maybe yo already cast your spell cause im.crazy about you. Crazy about you all over again. I hope you realize how amazing you are.