Yesterday was by far the worst day I've ever had with you. I got to work and so you call up steve.sweet. no big deal but I bet if you were in my shoes you wouldn't like it. Sorry I said two words to my ex. Told you we shouldn't have stayed there. But she kept talking to me. All night you gave me Shit. Im still pissed or upset over it. It was a ( Read more... )

I really enjoy sitting here while you flirt with steve fucking miller for.the fourth time. Go get with.him again if that's what you fucking want. But don't go all googles over there with him and them come give.me a kiss like its all good. It ain't. It isn't. Fuck.

Im not perfect. I don't always treat you the way I should but I believe im not top bad overall. Here I sit taking abuse and accepting your Shit. Wondering what im supposed to do. Is tonight going to be another night where you drink too much and don't remember the things you did? Its turning out like that. Calling yourself sober and I.fully believe ( Read more... )

So I went through my doubt stage. Maybe you're going through.yours now. Of course I think the worst of everything. So of course im thinking its worse. Idk. Hopefully things go back to normal. Or you decide this isn't what you want. Maybe that will happen. Idk. But it feels like somethings off. With you or us. Idk what it is but I want it to go away ( Read more... )

It feels like two years ago ( Read more... )

"Lucky Me, Knowing You"

i cannot do any of this right.
im good at getting lost,
that is correct.
upside down and tipsy too.
even though im lost...
at least im in love,
with you.

it actually feel like you care, about me. i dont know when the last time i've felt that, if ever.

Most of the time I look forword to.you writing about you feelings towards me, but not lately. And I can understand why. Understand that much of this tension shall we call it, has been brought by my. Only thing is lately it feels like I've already lost. Or you've lost it, the feelings for me. At least a little bit. I hope not. Maybe its your cold or ( Read more... )

shinny like a summers ray
flying like a bumble bee

i have a surprise,
a christmas gift i suppose.
its something,
i hope you'll enjoy.
and believe me as i explain.
hoping this one last time,
isnt too late.