i'm. fucking. smitten.

i've got a date with a knight.

...so about that last entry.
yeah.
nevermind.

i've been hanging out with a cute cute boy. tonight i went to his place after school and he made me dinner and we watched movies.
he's a sweetheart, and i'm very happy and excited.
i've also thought he was the cutest thing ever, for years. like.... a good 5 years. maybe even 6.
whoa.

i really really really miss having a boyfriend.
this sucks.
i want one by christmas.
someone get me a boyfriend for my birthday.

guys are fucked.
that's all i have to say about that.
why don't they ever know what the fuck they want or what the fuck they are doing?
serious.

a couple weekends ago i had the best weekend of life ( Read more... )

UGH. i feel like such a fat ass as i've gotten totally lazy and totally eating bullshit again and gained back those 5'lbs i lost a couple weeks ago, and then some. SWEET JOB ALYSSA, YOU DOUCHE ( Read more... )

remember what i said about not knowing how long that happiness will last??
WELL. im freaking out.
ugh.
cross your fingers.

life is so so so good right now ( Read more... )