Love and Kate

[anzealbis]

Love Sucks. All it ever is, is painful. Spend your time getting your hopes up and always being let down. Now some people might say that I don't remember what its like to not be loved, because so many people have been loving me for so long and all at the same time. But they would be so very wrong about that. And all those people loving me all at

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[shot97]

Go find yourself Katie, you have my support. Its not so much people are being hypocrites by saying you should find yourself but then they are crushed when you dont spend time with them. Its more like they just miss you terribly. However, they should not get angry at you for it. I hope I never did. They have the right to miss you and even be sad, but they should still support what your doing. That’s my position on it anyway. You cant really be happy that someone isent around you anymore unless you didn’t like them. It would be better to be around you, however if you need to find yourself so you can be around us, then that takes precedent and is most definitely worth it in my opinion.

Take your time, we'll be here when you get back. ;)

[shot97]

One other thing… I am truly from the bottom of my run down heart, sorry that I accused you of not remembering what it was like to not be loved. I know you do, and I didn’t just figure it out I knew that for a long time. I didn’t say it because I believed it to be true… I said it because…. Well, im an asshole. An asshole who was hurt and when I’m hurt I hurt back. Vengeance side of me. I don’t like it. Looking back I shouldn’t have said it because I knew it wasn’t the truth. I remember thinking that the moment I said it. I remember saying once “do you remember what its like not to be loved?”, and then at the same time in my mind I was saying “why am I saying this? She does, shes spoken to me about it before”…

Truly, from the deepest parts of me I apologize for accusing you of forgetting what it was like to not be loved. Please forgive me.