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[anzealbis]

i love how everyone has such little faith in me. its great. i love having no support about anything from all the people who are supporting me, and how its tearing up my friendships. i fall apart because you tear me apart. rip me in half, and leave me doubting any abilities i thought that i had. its great being judged and found as unworthy and a

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[patrioticorepak]

wow, you make it seem like i have given you no chances

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[burningdamned]

dude. i think she really cares. its just hard. i mean what is friendship anyway? it's sticking with someone no matter what, right? i've been hurt, but i stuck it out. ( i think, you knoe me... :) )but, then there is the issue of self-sacrifice. you got a point there. a lesson i would do well to learn...
oh fuck it, i'm tired and my head hurts. just tell me you haven't lost faith in me too.

as for katie, i see you try. i understand. (maybe because i haerd your plan...)
i'm tired of sugarcoating my life. if i feel about something, damnit, i'm gonna spill it. fuck you all. i don't give a damn about how you might feel. almost everybody let me down now, and all i tried to do was to get along. well, THAT didn't work. so yeah. this is. Ronald, believe. Anzealabis, try. that's it. even if you already do, that is my advice to you. (shit, i better go to bed...)