Alone.

[anzealbis]

I am going to be alone for a while. Finally figure myself out, and fix myself. Because I have needed to do this part on my own, I just didn't have the time or motivation to before. I want to finish my report and become healthy and stuff. So I am not going to see anyone for a long time probably. If you call me, I will talk probably though. I just

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[burningdamned]

shit. shit. shit. what the fuck is happening and why the hell does my chest feel like it going to explode?

[shot97]

I believe in what you are doing. Even though I know its going to be hard on you… Its going to be hard on your friends… its going to be hard on me

[shot97]

I know your heart has been broken. I know by now there is little if any left. Theres this thing about the heart though that I have come to believe. If a piece gets broken, THAT piece is gone forever. I remember saying these words to my ex girlfriend along time ago. I said something like my heart has been broken so many times, I give you whats left of it, not much I know, but yull take better care of it then me. Like this girl broke 25% of my heart, that girl 25%, this one and this 10%,etc here have the 5% that’s left. I truly believe that although the heart can be broken into many pieces that the remaining can “grow”. From that little 5% given tenderness it will grow. You know the grinch? A heart 4 sizes too small. But it got bigger didn’t it? Heh. Those pieces that were broken off are gone its true, but the little that remains can grow…perhaps even bigger then it was originally. And I know you think your heart is gone. I believed the same. I said specifically to her “you get the 5% that’s left”… and where is that girlfriend of mine

[shot97]

P.S.

Hmmm, wait…no it wasn’t warm that day. It was a little chilly. You gave me your hoddie to where. That’s why I thought it was warm! You ran inside to get another one and gave me yours to wear. I remember being so comfy in it! heh