They say you will never know just how important someone is to you until you loose them in one form or another. That you tend to see everything in a whole new light. Death, new friends, boyfriends, marriage, moves, fights, etc are the typical avenues these come about from. Theres a girl that has made me seen just how special she is to me 6 times. The love of my life. Thing is I didn't really need to have these experiences because Ive known how much she meant to me for a long while now. It did take me awhile to figure it out in the first place but once I knew I needed no further events. I didn't need to loose her to realize how great she was. I needed to be around her to realize how great she was and I got it. I'm...proud of myself for that. Most people don't seem to get that. Most people have pointless fights over stupid crap and separate for awhile and then they come to some realization that they were supposed to be together or something like that. It happens a lot, its always been somewhat of a strange concept for me to grasp
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That whole scene where she was sad because a lot of things were piling on her and her husband and I kind of screwed up her mini stereo. Well shes sad and I know she shouldn't be and her husband is yelling and shes yelling and she says to trash it. Well he says fine and starts kicking it a little and was about to throw it away but I sensed my move and in an instant I got the bright idea to say "no no no, if your going to brake the thing go for the gold" or something and promptly leapt 5 feet crushing part of the stereo and like a pinball I was reversed into the air and landed on my back. Aow. And everyone laughed, more importantly she wasn't sad the rest of the night. Now thats love to me. I'd risk personal injury so she wouldn't have to be sad anymore. That would make a good scene in a movie but the overall story that would have to be told to get it right couldn't be told in an hour and a half or even three. Lets see its 2005 now, so it would take over 5 years to do it justification. Its not about being stupid and admitting your
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It took a lot for me to want to change. Goes to show you how wonderful this girl is. ANY girl can get a guy to say he will change and every guy says he will change and 99% of them don't. They just don't change, most woman take a long time to realize this though. But to get a guy to actually CHANGE for the better and to consistently stay that way is something special. She was very special to me and as we talked about bad traits I found myself agreeing that I "WANTED" to change some things. I guess I deserve some kudos because most guys don't want to change period and I did. Now there are some things I don't want to change that people look at as bad about me, I'm shy in the beginning and thats bad but I don't want to change it and I won't and I don't need to. Where most guys get trapped is that they realize they need to change things but they don't want to. The things I needed to change, I wanted to change. She was the reason I wanted to change and why I did. She helped me step up another level, now that is some girl. She is great and I
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