Wow, I have not been on here in a while. I feel the need to do some thing. I'm not sure what it is. Going to be getting alot of hours at fye soon. But I still need a better paying job. Also I think I need out of the U.S. for a bit. Might talk to Rozgirl about me chilling with her in the land down under for a bit.  My mother knows some people who ( Read more... )

So I did not get the job I was trying to go for at the bookstore. That in it self has it's own story. (to long, and to tried to tell). On top of this I'm moving in with my mom again. I love the woman I do but ...yeah we should not live together. So I'm going to see if I can move out from her place with in two or three months.  But that is if I last ( Read more... )

 As of late things seem to be moving way to fast for me to keep up. I as you can see from last post I have been swimming up river. Now I seem to be at a point where I can get on a boat and let it take me up river. But I just can not find the ladder to get on. With the coming change of summer comes the change in people. Mike is leaving for the army ( Read more... )

 Another fight with my mom on love and where to find it. I think it's some thing I'll never bring up again. In fact when it comes to my mother. I will not even really speak any more. Just so tried that every thing becomes a fight with her. The feelings of shame and blame she lays on me, have made me just so fraking tried ( Read more... )

My mom seems to think praying to god and a full time job is going to fix ever thing. Well it may work some where down the line but right now when i need the help it's not going to do shit!

Ok. So on Thursday I made my return to Fallout. I'm going to try to go out more. I have had this feeling of wanting to go some where. I guess my wander lust is kicking in again. But being car-less makes it hard to do. So I'm going to have to work on that ( Read more... )

There are other things I cold talk about but this dream is the only thing that is in my head right now ( Read more... )

 Going to sell my car. And I'm going to try to get a job as an air traffic controller. There are some openings. Where ever this takes me, I'm going. That is that. I'm going to come into some money with the selling of the car and my tax returns. I have not being doing much of any thing. Just mostly watching x-men cartoons in my room ( Read more... )

So  I guess I'm ok. I mean still with out a car but I might be getting at job, where my mom works. It pays so well I would only have to work two days out of the week. But there goes my weekends. Doing this means I would might have to take more then art classes. Yes, this job would let me pay for school. But I'm not sure if it will side track me ( Read more... )

So lets see. I got the super flu from  "The Stand". And yet I live. Fuck you Randall Flagg. But I did miss like two days of work. And I did go back on what I said I was not going to do about spending and got myself a new video game. So I'm going to be late on rent. Also my laptop went dead. So I have to fix that. So much crap happen in only three ( Read more... )