Love's Sorrow Chapter 3
Title: Love's Sorrow
Author: aoi_jihyo
Length: 03/20
Pairing: Yoosu
Genre: Angst/Smut/Romance
Rating: R
Warning: Possible M-preg
Summary: Junsu was aware that the man was his brother-in-law. Yoochun wasn't his and he knew it. But Junsu's darkest side still wanted him, it desired him. It was a question of pride, wasn't it?
Wasn't it?
A week has passed by really fast. Junsu's mind has been in only one person and that person was Park Yoochun. There were so many things Junsu wanted to do, but he wasn't stupid, he knew better than to do what his feelings were telling him to do at the moment. After hitting himself again and again against his desk, the boy let himself rest for a moment over it. His classmates and teacher looked at him with strangely. Their stares didn't last long since they knew how weird Junsu had been acting all those past days.
It was lunch time. The red headed boy walked towards the cafeteria with a huge red mark on his forehead. Junsu sat with his friends. The boy was going to ask, he needed to know.
"Sex?" asked one of his friends curiously.
"Yeah," said the boy blushing.
"Well, I don't know what you want to know, did something happen?"
"NO!" all of them looked at him. "I just… there is someone, ok? I just want to know more about this, just in case."
"Ok, I'll tell you everything about it, don't worry," said the other guy grinning.
And Junsu listened to every single thing that his friend said with attention.
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Like all Sundays the family has gathered in the main house. Junsu was in his bedroom getting ready for dinner, yeah, he wanted to look the best for we all know who. Jaejoong and Yoochun came in time. The boys were a little bit cold with each other, but after talking like a married couple should do, everything went back to normal. Jaejoong was a really positive person; if there were problems he was the first trying to resolve them, completely different from his husband, Yoochun.
Coming here today had been really difficult for Yoochun. He couldn't face him, he just couldn't look at that face without getting flash backs about that night, about Junsu's cute face full of pleasure. Shaking his head, Yoochun excused himself and walked to the guest's bathroom. After peeing and washing his hands the boy began walking back towards the dining room. He stopped, or more like someone's arms stopped him.
"Hey!" Yoochun heard the happy voice from behind.
Junsu was hugging him, resting his head on his back like a cute teenager would do with his boyfriend. Yoochun's heart beat faster, how could this boy be doing something like that, at a moment like this, at a place like this.
"What are you doing?" said Yoochun angry trying to push the younger boy.
Junsu even though tried to hold onto Yoochun the strongest as he cold, the other man ended up freeing himself and pushing the red headed against the wall.
Junsu growled. "That hurt," he said pouting.
"Will you answer me? What do you think you are doing?" It was pretty obvious by the man's face that he was extremely mad.
"I just…" he bit his lips. "I…"
Yoochun looked at Junsu's face, was he going to cry? Yoochun sighed. "Junsu, what happened that night…"
"Are you going to tell me that it was a mistake? That we were drunk and that it should never happen again? Are you?"
"Yes, that's right," he thought for a second. "There is not anything else that I can say about it."
"Why? I… I know that it shouldn't have happened, but it did, it did and there's no way we can just pretend it didn't."
"And what's the point of bringing it up? I don…"
"You have to take responsibility!" yelled Junsu. Yoochun looked at the entrance of the hallway to see if Jaejoong or Mrs. Kim have heard.
He sighed. "Are you crazy? And I don't understand what you are trying to say about taking responsibility."
"I know that you might have much more experience than me, but you took my first time and…" Yoochun bit his lower lip, for some reason he was expecting something like this. "I…"
"Whether if it was your first time or not… Can't you see it? Junsu, I'm married, and not only that, I do not like you in that way. I don't understand how you want me to take responsibility of something that shouldn't have happened."
"But it did!" shouted Junsu frustrated
"Look, I won't change my mind and right now is not the moment to talk about something like this.
"When is it going to be the moment, then?"
"Later," said the man as he walked away from Junsu.
The red headed frowned, there were mix feelings inside of him, he felt sad but at the same time he felt really angry. The plan you-took-my-first-time-you-have-to-take-responsibility didn't work. He needed to think of something else.
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Yoochun was sitting in his office; finally there wasn't too much work to do. His eyes were hurting since he had been reading documents since yesterday. Wanting to rest for a moment, the man decided to take a nap, just a short nap. Or so he thought, Yoochun was a heavy sleeper and so the boy didn't even notice for how long he slept. He was so tired that he didn’t even notice the door opening.
Junsu looked inside the office; there was no one but Yoochun inside, great, just what he wanted. Smirking the boy walked towards the man that was sitting behind his desk. The boy left the box he was carrying moments ago on the desk.
The older man looked so cute, Junsu giggled. The boy knew that Yoochun was not going to accept him, he knew that, and that was the reason he was just going to do it his way. He smirked again and carefully the boy kneeled down.
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"Ahr~" growled Yoochun in his sleep.
Junsu looked at him; he knew he was doing a good job just by looking at how big and hard Yoochun felt. Yes, the boy had Yoochun's manhood inside his mouth. He remembered his friend's words, like a lollipop. With both his hands holding the balls and cock the boy began to lick the tip of the piece of meat.
Seconds later and not wanting to wait any second more, Junsu stood up taking down his pants.
"Ah~," moaned the young boy. It was at that moment that Yoochun finally woke up.
The man just wasn't expecting to see Junsu's face the moment he opened his eyes, and that was not the main issue but the boy was sitting on his lap trying to fit his manhood inside his tight hole.
It was too late to feel sorry, Junsu yelped in pain as Yoochun's hands pushed the boy away making Junsu hit himself on the edge of the wooden desk. The boy ended up on the floor half naked and with a huge bruise on his back.
"WHAT THE HELL?" shouted the older man after zipping up his pants.
Junsu bit his lip sucking up the pain. Looking at the man he smiled. "I came to see you," he said happily. "Look," standing up the boy pulled up his pants and he took the box from the desk. "I brought you some food."
"Get out," said the man in a quieter voice.
Junsu looked down but looked up again. "I'll feed you," he smiled opening up the box.
Yoochun chuckled, he just hated teenagers. Not saying anything else the man took Junsu by his wrist pulling him towards the door.
"Ah~ it hurts," yelped Junsu again, but this was not the moment to give up. Getting to the door, Junsu pushed himself against it preventing Yoochun from opening it.
"You are going to get out and I don't want to hear a word about this issue ever again."
"Maybe Jaejoong hyung would like to hear about it."
Yoochun's eyes widened. "You wouldn't…"
Junsu smiled. "Do you really think I wouldn't do it? I'm underage, I can just go and say that you raped me, I can say lots of things and they would totally believe me," Junsu lied. He was hundred percent sure that his parents wouldn't believe any word coming from his mouth.
"You can't do that, I didn't…"
"The point is that it doesn't matter what your intentions were, it happened."
Yoochun finally let Junsu's wrist go, he backed off. "What do you want? Just what the fuck do you want?"
"I want to be your lover," he said smiling. Yoochun really wanted to punch that cute face.
"You are crazy."
"Maybe, but you don't have another option."
"Get out."
Junsu frowned. "Do you not understand?"
"I do, I'm your play toy, I get it, guess I just have to wait till you get tired, now get out."
Junsu looked at the boy biting his lips. "Ok, I'll go," he tried to smile again. "But I'll see you soon, remember to eat, ok," he said cutely.
And just like that the boy was gone.
Yoochun let himself fall over one of the coaches. His mind just couldn't register all that has happened. He chuckled again; it all must be a dream, a nightmare. Junsu was a cute guy; he couldn't possibly do something like this.
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Junsu entered one of the restrooms of the company cleaning away his tears. He was ready for Yoochun's reaction but it still hurt him, not only his feelings but also his body.
The boy pulled up his shirt looking at his back through the mirror. There was a big purple bruise on his skin. His wrist was also hurt, it was burning and Yoochun's fingers were printed on the delicate skin.
Looking at them and feeling again the pain the boy began to cry.
"Oh, my god," came Jaejoong's voice from the entrance. "What happened to you?"
Junsu looked at the boy as the other inspected his injuries. "Nothing," said Junsu coldly.
"Nothing? This doesn't happen because of nothing."
"I just… I was playing on the chair in one of the offices and fell; I hit myself on the edge of the desk, that's all."
The older man looked at Junsu, he nodded. "Ok, let's go to the clinic."
Junsu didn't want to see anyone at this moment, the only thing the boy wanted was to go home, and he also didn't want see his brother, he just didn't.
"No, you should go back to work, I'll go myself."
"But…"
Junsu didn't even wait for Jaejoong to finish his sentence when he was already walking out. The older man looked at the closed door and frowned.
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Yoochun couldn't go back to work after that, there were so many thoughts on his mind. He stood up when the door opened.
"Honey," entered Jaejoong with a worried look on his face.
Yoochun began sweating, he felt nervous. "Honey, what's wrong?"
"I'm really worried about Junsu."
"Junsu?” Yoochun gulped.
"Yeah. I went to the restroom and he was there. He was crying and there was a horrible black bruise on his back."
"A bruise?"
"Yes, he said that he hit himself on the edge of the desk, but then…" he thought for a second. "I'm not really sure if it was like that, but he had some fingers marked on his wrist."
Yoochun felt bad about that, it was his fault but he didn't regret it. "Are you sure about that? Maybe he just hit himself with the desk as well."
"You think so?" Yoochun nodded. "Yeah, maybe that's what happened."
"I think it is," he said in a relief voice. "Come," he smiled. Jaejoong smiled back getting closer to his husband.
Yoochun embraced the other man kissing his forehead in the process.
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Junsu got home soon after the incident. He covered the bruise on his wrist and he also tried to cover the one on his back. He sighed after getting dress once again. What he was doing was not a joke; he knew that it was dangerous and that things could go really wrong for him. Even though those thoughts were on his mind all the time, he still wanted Yoochun.
Now, he needed to execute the second part of the new plan he had plotted. Junsu chuckled thinking about that, it all sounded so wrong.
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Mrs. Kim was really furious. She walked inside the house where Jaejoong and Yoochun where having dinner. The two men looked at her confused.
"Have you seen Junsu?" she asked with an angry tone.
Jaejoong looked at Yoochun. "We haven't, mom, did something happen?"
"Yes something happened," again the two men looked at each other. "Your brother! That boy doesn't have limits; I should have raised him differently."
"That happened with Junsu, mom?"
"He dropped out of school!" Jaejoong and Yoochun frowned. "He hasn"t come home in two days; I don't know where he is."
"What? And you haven't called the police yet?"
"He left a voice mail saying that he was at a friend’s house."
"I can't believe it," whispered Jaejoong still not believing his brother's behavior.
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Mrs. and Mr. Kim were waiting for Junsu the whole time thinking if calling the police was a good idea. That night Junsu came back home.
Junsu entered the house finding his parents in front of him.
"I'm back."
*Slap*
Junsu covered his cheek with his hand's palm. Mr. Kim was really agitated. "Where had you been?"
Junsu whom now wore black silky hair looked at his father. "I was with a friend."
"Are you crazy? And what's that about you dropping out of school?"
"That, I'm not going to school anymore," his parents looked furious. "I'll work at the company instead."
Chapter 4
Author: aoi_jihyo
Length: 03/20
Pairing: Yoosu
Genre: Angst/Smut/Romance
Rating: R
Warning: Possible M-preg
Summary: Junsu was aware that the man was his brother-in-law. Yoochun wasn't his and he knew it. But Junsu's darkest side still wanted him, it desired him. It was a question of pride, wasn't it?
Wasn't it?
A week has passed by really fast. Junsu's mind has been in only one person and that person was Park Yoochun. There were so many things Junsu wanted to do, but he wasn't stupid, he knew better than to do what his feelings were telling him to do at the moment. After hitting himself again and again against his desk, the boy let himself rest for a moment over it. His classmates and teacher looked at him with strangely. Their stares didn't last long since they knew how weird Junsu had been acting all those past days.
It was lunch time. The red headed boy walked towards the cafeteria with a huge red mark on his forehead. Junsu sat with his friends. The boy was going to ask, he needed to know.
"Sex?" asked one of his friends curiously.
"Yeah," said the boy blushing.
"Well, I don't know what you want to know, did something happen?"
"NO!" all of them looked at him. "I just… there is someone, ok? I just want to know more about this, just in case."
"Ok, I'll tell you everything about it, don't worry," said the other guy grinning.
And Junsu listened to every single thing that his friend said with attention.
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Like all Sundays the family has gathered in the main house. Junsu was in his bedroom getting ready for dinner, yeah, he wanted to look the best for we all know who. Jaejoong and Yoochun came in time. The boys were a little bit cold with each other, but after talking like a married couple should do, everything went back to normal. Jaejoong was a really positive person; if there were problems he was the first trying to resolve them, completely different from his husband, Yoochun.
Coming here today had been really difficult for Yoochun. He couldn't face him, he just couldn't look at that face without getting flash backs about that night, about Junsu's cute face full of pleasure. Shaking his head, Yoochun excused himself and walked to the guest's bathroom. After peeing and washing his hands the boy began walking back towards the dining room. He stopped, or more like someone's arms stopped him.
"Hey!" Yoochun heard the happy voice from behind.
Junsu was hugging him, resting his head on his back like a cute teenager would do with his boyfriend. Yoochun's heart beat faster, how could this boy be doing something like that, at a moment like this, at a place like this.
"What are you doing?" said Yoochun angry trying to push the younger boy.
Junsu even though tried to hold onto Yoochun the strongest as he cold, the other man ended up freeing himself and pushing the red headed against the wall.
Junsu growled. "That hurt," he said pouting.
"Will you answer me? What do you think you are doing?" It was pretty obvious by the man's face that he was extremely mad.
"I just…" he bit his lips. "I…"
Yoochun looked at Junsu's face, was he going to cry? Yoochun sighed. "Junsu, what happened that night…"
"Are you going to tell me that it was a mistake? That we were drunk and that it should never happen again? Are you?"
"Yes, that's right," he thought for a second. "There is not anything else that I can say about it."
"Why? I… I know that it shouldn't have happened, but it did, it did and there's no way we can just pretend it didn't."
"And what's the point of bringing it up? I don…"
"You have to take responsibility!" yelled Junsu. Yoochun looked at the entrance of the hallway to see if Jaejoong or Mrs. Kim have heard.
He sighed. "Are you crazy? And I don't understand what you are trying to say about taking responsibility."
"I know that you might have much more experience than me, but you took my first time and…" Yoochun bit his lower lip, for some reason he was expecting something like this. "I…"
"Whether if it was your first time or not… Can't you see it? Junsu, I'm married, and not only that, I do not like you in that way. I don't understand how you want me to take responsibility of something that shouldn't have happened."
"But it did!" shouted Junsu frustrated
"Look, I won't change my mind and right now is not the moment to talk about something like this.
"When is it going to be the moment, then?"
"Later," said the man as he walked away from Junsu.
The red headed frowned, there were mix feelings inside of him, he felt sad but at the same time he felt really angry. The plan you-took-my-first-time-you-have-to-take-responsibility didn't work. He needed to think of something else.
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Yoochun was sitting in his office; finally there wasn't too much work to do. His eyes were hurting since he had been reading documents since yesterday. Wanting to rest for a moment, the man decided to take a nap, just a short nap. Or so he thought, Yoochun was a heavy sleeper and so the boy didn't even notice for how long he slept. He was so tired that he didn’t even notice the door opening.
Junsu looked inside the office; there was no one but Yoochun inside, great, just what he wanted. Smirking the boy walked towards the man that was sitting behind his desk. The boy left the box he was carrying moments ago on the desk.
The older man looked so cute, Junsu giggled. The boy knew that Yoochun was not going to accept him, he knew that, and that was the reason he was just going to do it his way. He smirked again and carefully the boy kneeled down.
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"Ahr~" growled Yoochun in his sleep.
Junsu looked at him; he knew he was doing a good job just by looking at how big and hard Yoochun felt. Yes, the boy had Yoochun's manhood inside his mouth. He remembered his friend's words, like a lollipop. With both his hands holding the balls and cock the boy began to lick the tip of the piece of meat.
Seconds later and not wanting to wait any second more, Junsu stood up taking down his pants.
"Ah~," moaned the young boy. It was at that moment that Yoochun finally woke up.
The man just wasn't expecting to see Junsu's face the moment he opened his eyes, and that was not the main issue but the boy was sitting on his lap trying to fit his manhood inside his tight hole.
It was too late to feel sorry, Junsu yelped in pain as Yoochun's hands pushed the boy away making Junsu hit himself on the edge of the wooden desk. The boy ended up on the floor half naked and with a huge bruise on his back.
"WHAT THE HELL?" shouted the older man after zipping up his pants.
Junsu bit his lip sucking up the pain. Looking at the man he smiled. "I came to see you," he said happily. "Look," standing up the boy pulled up his pants and he took the box from the desk. "I brought you some food."
"Get out," said the man in a quieter voice.
Junsu looked down but looked up again. "I'll feed you," he smiled opening up the box.
Yoochun chuckled, he just hated teenagers. Not saying anything else the man took Junsu by his wrist pulling him towards the door.
"Ah~ it hurts," yelped Junsu again, but this was not the moment to give up. Getting to the door, Junsu pushed himself against it preventing Yoochun from opening it.
"You are going to get out and I don't want to hear a word about this issue ever again."
"Maybe Jaejoong hyung would like to hear about it."
Yoochun's eyes widened. "You wouldn't…"
Junsu smiled. "Do you really think I wouldn't do it? I'm underage, I can just go and say that you raped me, I can say lots of things and they would totally believe me," Junsu lied. He was hundred percent sure that his parents wouldn't believe any word coming from his mouth.
"You can't do that, I didn't…"
"The point is that it doesn't matter what your intentions were, it happened."
Yoochun finally let Junsu's wrist go, he backed off. "What do you want? Just what the fuck do you want?"
"I want to be your lover," he said smiling. Yoochun really wanted to punch that cute face.
"You are crazy."
"Maybe, but you don't have another option."
"Get out."
Junsu frowned. "Do you not understand?"
"I do, I'm your play toy, I get it, guess I just have to wait till you get tired, now get out."
Junsu looked at the boy biting his lips. "Ok, I'll go," he tried to smile again. "But I'll see you soon, remember to eat, ok," he said cutely.
And just like that the boy was gone.
Yoochun let himself fall over one of the coaches. His mind just couldn't register all that has happened. He chuckled again; it all must be a dream, a nightmare. Junsu was a cute guy; he couldn't possibly do something like this.
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Junsu entered one of the restrooms of the company cleaning away his tears. He was ready for Yoochun's reaction but it still hurt him, not only his feelings but also his body.
The boy pulled up his shirt looking at his back through the mirror. There was a big purple bruise on his skin. His wrist was also hurt, it was burning and Yoochun's fingers were printed on the delicate skin.
Looking at them and feeling again the pain the boy began to cry.
"Oh, my god," came Jaejoong's voice from the entrance. "What happened to you?"
Junsu looked at the boy as the other inspected his injuries. "Nothing," said Junsu coldly.
"Nothing? This doesn't happen because of nothing."
"I just… I was playing on the chair in one of the offices and fell; I hit myself on the edge of the desk, that's all."
The older man looked at Junsu, he nodded. "Ok, let's go to the clinic."
Junsu didn't want to see anyone at this moment, the only thing the boy wanted was to go home, and he also didn't want see his brother, he just didn't.
"No, you should go back to work, I'll go myself."
"But…"
Junsu didn't even wait for Jaejoong to finish his sentence when he was already walking out. The older man looked at the closed door and frowned.
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Yoochun couldn't go back to work after that, there were so many thoughts on his mind. He stood up when the door opened.
"Honey," entered Jaejoong with a worried look on his face.
Yoochun began sweating, he felt nervous. "Honey, what's wrong?"
"I'm really worried about Junsu."
"Junsu?” Yoochun gulped.
"Yeah. I went to the restroom and he was there. He was crying and there was a horrible black bruise on his back."
"A bruise?"
"Yes, he said that he hit himself on the edge of the desk, but then…" he thought for a second. "I'm not really sure if it was like that, but he had some fingers marked on his wrist."
Yoochun felt bad about that, it was his fault but he didn't regret it. "Are you sure about that? Maybe he just hit himself with the desk as well."
"You think so?" Yoochun nodded. "Yeah, maybe that's what happened."
"I think it is," he said in a relief voice. "Come," he smiled. Jaejoong smiled back getting closer to his husband.
Yoochun embraced the other man kissing his forehead in the process.
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Junsu got home soon after the incident. He covered the bruise on his wrist and he also tried to cover the one on his back. He sighed after getting dress once again. What he was doing was not a joke; he knew that it was dangerous and that things could go really wrong for him. Even though those thoughts were on his mind all the time, he still wanted Yoochun.
Now, he needed to execute the second part of the new plan he had plotted. Junsu chuckled thinking about that, it all sounded so wrong.
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Mrs. Kim was really furious. She walked inside the house where Jaejoong and Yoochun where having dinner. The two men looked at her confused.
"Have you seen Junsu?" she asked with an angry tone.
Jaejoong looked at Yoochun. "We haven't, mom, did something happen?"
"Yes something happened," again the two men looked at each other. "Your brother! That boy doesn't have limits; I should have raised him differently."
"That happened with Junsu, mom?"
"He dropped out of school!" Jaejoong and Yoochun frowned. "He hasn"t come home in two days; I don't know where he is."
"What? And you haven't called the police yet?"
"He left a voice mail saying that he was at a friend’s house."
"I can't believe it," whispered Jaejoong still not believing his brother's behavior.
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Mrs. and Mr. Kim were waiting for Junsu the whole time thinking if calling the police was a good idea. That night Junsu came back home.
Junsu entered the house finding his parents in front of him.
"I'm back."
*Slap*
Junsu covered his cheek with his hand's palm. Mr. Kim was really agitated. "Where had you been?"
Junsu whom now wore black silky hair looked at his father. "I was with a friend."
"Are you crazy? And what's that about you dropping out of school?"
"That, I'm not going to school anymore," his parents looked furious. "I'll work at the company instead."
Chapter 4