Title: Fixed
Author: aoi_haiiro
Rating: PG-13 (for now)
Genre: Angst, Romance, Fluff
Pairing: RyoDa, bits of RyoUchi, KoDa with a hint of Akame.
Summary: Ueda thought that his “little” crush on Ryo was one-sided. He tries to get over it, only to find out that Ryo has a little secret of his own.
Part OnePart Two Ueda glanced down at his piece of paper once again, checking the instructions to make sure that he was at the right street. Turning right, his eyes darted about the buildings searching for the apartment complex. Finally, he saw the name and walked up to the small building. He entered through the small gate and up the steps to the second floor. Scanning the doors, he stopped in front of door 29 and took a deep breath. He tucked the piece of paper into his pocket and nervously wiped his palms on his back pockets before he knocked on the door.
Swallowing, Ueda glanced around until he heard footsteps from behind the door and then watched as the door opened to reveal a cheery Koki. Ueda smiled a little before Koki let him inside.
“Ah, thanks for helping me.” Ueda said, taking off the small bag on his shoulder to pull the manuscript out.
“It’s nothing. Don’t worry about it.” Came the response and Koki quickly sat down next Ueda. Looking over at him, Koki gave another small smile.
Chewing his bottom lip, Ueda felt Koki’s gaze on him and he slowly peeked over. Koki grinned, causing Ueda to blush as his gaze fell back onto the packet in front of him. Koki scooted over, grabbing Ueda’s manuscript and opening to the beginning.
“Okay. Let’s start at the beginning. You read your lines and I’ll respond. We’ll go through them a few times and then I’ll quiz you.” Koki said.
Ueda nodded, the weird sensation that had settled in his chest not fading as he read his first line. They continued to read the manuscript out loud. Ueda couldn’t help but glance over at Koki’s concentrating face as he read. Koki really was pretty mature when it came down to it. Most people didn’t really believe that Koki was the smartest member, but the man really was. Ueda really admired how easily the rapper could learn things. That was definitely something Ueda needed to improve on.
After about four hours, they stopped, both exhausted and mentally tired. Ueda leaned back against the couch as he gave a sigh of relief. Glancing over at Koki, he gave a tired smile, his eyes bright. He had definitely made some headway. He had about half of the lines completely memorized and he could paraphrase most of the others.
“Thank you so much…” Ueda murmured, feeling utterly grateful to the other man.
Koki smiled happily, “It’s not a problem. Now you won’t have to deal with Ryo getting on your case all the time.”
At the mention of the so-called Sexy Osaka Man the brunette froze. His smile quickly turned into a frown as he thought about the man. Biting his bottom lip, he quickly turned his head, looking in the opposite direction. He wondered if Ryo would indeed leave him alone after he had worked so hard. Ryo had offered his own help. To be honest, Ueda probably wouldn’t have learned anything if it had been Ryo. He would have been too distracted by the man’s dark hair and hooded eyes. Shuddering a little, Ueda tried to wipe the thoughts of the man out of his head.
Koki slowly sat up, looking over at Ueda who was obviously troubled. Reaching over, he bit down on the inside of his cheek as he moved his hand to brush against Ueda’s cheek before he tucked a strand of hair behind the taller man’s cheek. He tried to ignore the pounding in his chest as he moved a bit closer.
“Ta.. Tatsuya?” he asked softly.
Ueda jumped at the touched, his eyes wide as he looked back at Koki. Like a deer in the headlights, he froze upright, his mouth parted as he watched the rapper move closer. The hand remained on his cheek as he looked down at Koki, slightly confused as he tried to work his mouth.
“E..eh.. K-Koki?” he whispered, his voice breaking a little.
Koki’s cheeks were turning a bit pink as he leaned up, kissing Ueda on the lips. His heart beat was racing as he pressed his mouth against the others, his eyes sliding shut as began to kiss the man gently.
Ueda’s mind had already stopped working at that point. If there was one person Ueda expected to kiss him, it was not Koki. But there he was, his surprisingly smooth lips earnestly moving against his own. The brunette swallowed a bit before he let his eyes close. Leaning forward, the taller singer responded, timidly at first before he felt something wet run along his bottom lip. Koki’s tongue. Ueda moaned lowly as he brought up a trembling hand to run over the soft shaved hair on the back of his head.
Parting his mouth, he kissed Koki harder, suddenly feeling a lot more daring. Koki gasped as his mouth was suddenly invaded by Ueda’s probing tongue. Moving his arm around Ueda’s back, he opened his mouth, his body reacting quite strongly as his breath was kissed away from him.
Slowly, Koki pulled Ueda downward, making the man lie on top of him. Between harsh panting and gasps for air, Koki led a flurry of kisses down Ueda’s neck, licking and tasting at the soft skin. Ueda gripped the other male’s hip tightly as he raked his fingertips over Koki’s scalp as he felt the lips graze collarbone. Chuckling against Ueda’s throat as he heard the other moan, Koki pressed his hips upward, rubbing an obvious arousal against Ueda’s thigh, wanting to feel the other closer.
Ueda’s eyes flew open as he realized exactly what was happening. He froze, starting to move away from the other. He panicked, pushing himself halfway off the younger man. All he could hear was he heart pounding in his ears and he looked down at Koki’s lidded eyes, the man out of breath and looking at him with a strange expression.
“Ueda…” came the husky whisper, “I’ve liked, well, I’ve liked you for a while now.” He suddenly confessed.
Ueda shook his head quickly, more in confusion than rejection. His palms rested on either side of Koki as he stared down at him. He hadn’t known at all. He was swallowed thickly, torn. On one hand he now felt as though he was betraying his feelings for Ryo. His eyes darted around as he wondered what the man would think about him if he was caught in this position. Then his eyes fell back to Koki’s sincere face.
When he was with Koki, it was much easier to not think about Ryo. Ueda wet his lips with his tongue as he thought. He knew Ryo would never return his feelings. It was okay to do this with Koki. Koki liked him and Ueda did like Koki as a friend. Maybe this was the key to getting over Ryo. Ueda could fall in love with Koki and not have to worry about any of that anymore. He felt a bit sick as he leaned down, surrendering to Koki’s arms as he joined their lips once again. He soon forgot the sensation as Koki’s hands moved deftly to the fly of his jeans.
So I think this was a bit longer and it was mainly KoDa. Sorry about the bad kissing/etc scene. I'm really awful at that.
Don't worry, Ryo will have his Ueda soon!
To be continued!