Words are poor interpreters in the realms of emotion. When all words
end, music begins; when they suggest, it realizes; and hence is the
secret of its strange, inexpressible power. ~H. R.
Haweis ~ True That <3
For a while I kept stressing about to many damn things but now that
I’ve reduced the stress to the point there its not driving me nutty, I
see to find myself....well... kinda bored? Maybe I’m addicted to the
stress. What a crazy turn of events! Time for me to do something rash
and out of character. The laid back style I’m going on with now doesn’t
really leave me fulfilled. @_@
Moving on: Sadness. Seeing a lot more of that then happy faces. If only
there was a way to bring the smiles back. Unfortunately I do not have
the answers to everything and all I can do is attempt to pull in some
support. Can’t help but want to try and help but other times me thinks
its better I keep my trap shut. Overall.... I can be happy for all of
you if you can be happy for me. Gotta stick together in these
troublesome and sad times.
Plans to finally do some holiday shopping were foiled! Curses! The plan
as been rescheduled to take place tomorrow and Sunday. Wanting to avoid
the last minute shopping spree. People can get severely trampled
in the hush.
Oh and I miss people I do. Very muchie. To much of a lost detachment
feeling. If the feelings are mutual or not doesn’t matter at this
point. Even a fake “I miss you too” would bring a lil spec of happiness
oddly enough. o_o Everyone's busy I know I know! Don’t need to go on
the “everyone has a life”, “people are occupied with their own issues“,
“so and so is with their work, relationships, life or yadda yadda” I
get that okay. I’m just saying I miss people and miss talking to them.
So don’t spit in my soup!
Happily enough I have two people that are keeping me going and happy
and I love them both for it. You two know who you and for all I know
those of you that read others LJ’s know who I’m talking about anyway. I
mean seriously ...its IRC.
I’ve been
drowning myself in so much music its what's been bringing me up so high
and raising my spirits. I’ve seen so many music videos as well and you
know it really is true that sometimes a certain song can just sum
everything up easily without you really having to say a word. That’s
why I envy all of you that play an instrument and sing. Seriously, you
are truly gifted. Don’t you loose that lovely and heart grabbing talent
you hear me!
Lyrics of current song I’m listening to.
Ian Van Dahl - Inspiration
When your dreams are lost and blown away
and you need someone to make your day
I'll be your inspiration
I'll be your inspiration
If there comes a time your hope is gone
and you need some help to carry on
I'll be your inspiration
I'll be your inspiration
'Cause when you look into my eyes
You can see there's no disguise
Don't be afraid
To need someone
You don't have to be alone
Don't be afraid
To need someone
You don't have to be alone