Minor Update and I’m High on Music

Dec 09, 2005 19:44

Words are poor interpreters in the realms of emotion. When all words end, music begins; when they suggest, it realizes; and hence is the secret of its strange, inexpressible power.    ~H. R. Haweis ~ True That <3

For a while I kept stressing about to many damn things but now that I’ve reduced the stress to the point there its not driving me nutty, I see to find myself....well... kinda bored? Maybe I’m addicted to the stress. What a crazy turn of events! Time for me to do something rash and out of character. The laid back style I’m going on with now doesn’t really leave me fulfilled. @_@

Moving on: Sadness. Seeing a lot more of that then happy faces. If only there was a way to bring the smiles back. Unfortunately I do not have the answers to everything and all I can do is attempt to pull in some support. Can’t help but want to try and help but other times me thinks its better I keep my trap shut. Overall.... I can be happy for all of you if you can be happy for me. Gotta stick together in these troublesome and sad times.

Plans to finally do some holiday shopping were foiled! Curses! The plan as been rescheduled to take place tomorrow and Sunday. Wanting to avoid the  last minute shopping spree. People can get severely trampled in the hush.

Oh and I miss people I do. Very muchie. To much of a lost detachment feeling. If the feelings are mutual or not doesn’t matter at this point. Even a fake “I miss you too” would bring a lil spec of happiness oddly enough. o_o Everyone's busy I know I know! Don’t need to go on the “everyone has a life”, “people are occupied with their own issues“, “so and so is with their work, relationships, life or yadda yadda” I get that okay. I’m just saying I miss people and miss talking to them. So don’t spit in my soup!

Happily enough I have two people that are keeping me going and happy and I love them both for it. You two know who you and for all I know those of you that read others LJ’s know who I’m talking about anyway. I mean seriously ...its IRC.

I’ve been drowning myself in so much music its what's been bringing me up so high and raising my spirits. I’ve seen so many music videos as well and you know it really is true that sometimes a certain song can just sum everything up easily without you really having to say a word. That’s why I envy all of you that play an instrument and sing. Seriously, you are truly gifted. Don’t you loose that lovely and heart grabbing talent you hear me!

Lyrics of current song I’m listening to.

Ian Van Dahl - Inspiration
When your dreams are lost and blown away
and you need someone to make your day
I'll be your inspiration

I'll be your inspiration

If there comes a time your hope is gone
and you need some help to carry on
I'll be your inspiration

I'll be your inspiration

'Cause when you look into my eyes
You can see there's no disguise

Don't be afraid
To need someone
You don't have to be alone

Don't be afraid
To need someone
You don't have to be alone

high on music

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