juice. chapter four.
juice.
100% fresh. never from concentrate
four.
~Uruha~
Public displays of affection are fine with me.
But only when the feeling between the two people are mutual.
Which is why I sucker-punched that loser right in the face when he grabbed my ass and said,
"Hey baby, nice ass. Wanna fuck?"
In case you couldn't tell...
The feeling wasn't mutual.
I know what you're thinking.
"Awwww! Is the little creeper-dude okay?"
OF COURSE HE IS.
I probably didn't even make a difference to that asshole's excuse of a face.
He's a senior too.
In my personal opinion, if he can find time to go grab this bitch's booty,
he can find time to lose a few teeth in the process.
Sadly for me, this way of thinking landed me detention, after school.
DAMN!
And Ruki wanted to meet up for something too!
Pancakes...or something...
Hell, I'm not missing it.
Kai, now that his relationship with Miyavi is on the rocks, has been on my back,
to make sure that Ruki eats.
Sure the kid eats!
Just not all the time!
Actually...
I've never seen him eat!
Wow, am I ever clueless.
Then after detention, I'm gonna go home and see if Grandpa is okay.
His heart's been kinda trouble for him lately...
So I don't wanna worry him and Grandma by coming home so late anymore.
'Cause honestly, they're the only people that love me on this earth.
Without them, I have nobody but myself.
So screw detention, I'm not going!
Ha ha ha.
What a joke.
I never go anyway.
~Miyavi~
I took another drag and then crushed it on my ashtray irritably.
He always hated it when I smoked.
The clock ticked but other than that,
the rest of my apartment was silent.
It's Friday.
He'd usually spend his Fridays here.
Maybe we'd cook dinner, watch a movie or just do whatever.
He's not here today though.
It was something I said.
He loves it there at Purinsu.
In English, Purinsu means "prince".
The whole damned school is for kids who are used to being treated like royalty.
And that's when it hit me.
I'm in love with what I despise.
Those rich kids,
those kids who have everything already planned out for them.
Those kids who probably won't have to work a day in their scheduled, perfect lives.
I stared into the darkness, thinking about it.
I didn't even realize how dark it got.
It made me wonder what he was doing now.
Probably at home, finishing dinner.
His dad's probably working late tonight, so he's spending it with his pregnant mom.
I like his mom, she doesn't judge me.
I sigh.
What was wrong with me.
Why did I have to fall for him?
His life,
his perfect life would be better off without a guy like me.
I'm a good person yeah,
but I know he's not going to be 100% comfortable and satisfied living with me.
Maybe I made a mistake.
Maybe we should end things.
I sigh again and wipe away the tear on my face that I didn't know existed.
But I
I..
I love him.
And I don't want to let him go....
~Reita~
Knowing how to accomplish two things at once is a great skill to have.
Therefore, this means that Ruki and I are greatly skilled in this area.
Our plan was to have him and I call Uruha and Aoi respectively to come to this new crepe place.
It's pretty close actually,
down the street of Purinsu was on.
Ru and I wanted to try it ever since it opened actually,
but this situation seems like a good opportunity to hook Aoi and Uruha up.
So the day before, Ruki reserved a table for four at Mickie's (that's what the place is named)
and while we eat, Aoi and Uruha will FALL MADLY IN LOVE.
It will work out greatly.
You know that feeling?
That feeling when you know something beautiful is going to happen?
That feeling deep inside your stomach,
almost like an ache,
anticipating the joy to come?
That's how I feel right now.
I really, really should be paying attention to what Ohara-san is saying.
But really, who the fuck cares about math when something beautiful is about to happen?
=)
Nothing better screw this up.
I will be heartbroken.
I mean, Ruki will be heartbroken.
Yes.
And we don't want Ruki to be heartbroken!
That's for sure!
Which is why when we (Ruki and me, mostly) seated at Mickie's, I was really nervous.
I kept fidgeting.
4:00.
School got off half an hour ago!
BUT WHERE WAS AOI?
IT'S NOT LIKE HIM TO BE LATE!
"Hey...Rei? Calm down, you're hyperventilating again."
I snapped back and looked at Ruki, who was looking at the shredded sugar packets in my lap.
Uruha looked at us.
"Umm...You guys waiting for somebody or something?"
Ruki looked at me.
I looked at him.
Then a heart-sinking realization hit me.
Aoi was at basketball practise.
He left his phone at home probably, which is why he couldn't tell me.
He wouldn't miss practise for the world.
He was not going to come.
We took the menus from the smiling waitress.
"No, let's order."
I heard myself say this,
but couldn't help feeling so much disappointment as I watched Ruki examine Uruha's delicate face.
He was right.
Under that makeup,
under that stunning face,
was just this vulnerable guy..
that just wanted love and affection.
I squeezed Ruki's hand,
and when he squeezed back,
I knew we failed Uruha.
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A/N: Hiatus? WHAT HIATUS ?? D=
hahaha i'm honestly and truly, madly, deeply sorry everybody! But i'm back!.