Well here I am yet again at my wits end.

Does it make me wrong to hate my sibling? I know... I  know hate is such a strong word... perhaps loathe would be better?

I've collected and salvaged two scratched dvd's and wouldn't you know it's the only two that can be replaced easily?

On the bright side I still have my two magazines that are unscathed and ( Read more... )

So I think I might need to post here more often. Before I end up having a stroke before I reach thirty *really big inhale*

I had to go to my bank because they reset all my information without permission or acknowledging me. Which means I'm probably going to end up exploding. I had to waited thirty minutes because the one woman was halfway home and ( Read more... )

RAWR.  My sister destroyed EVERYTHING i own from my music collection. Thousands of dollars worth of stuff is gone and most of it will cost an arm, a leg, a kidney and a piece of my soul to replace. I can't even begin to list the shit I lost because of her psycotic episode this morning. It's pretty sad when you're a grown adult and your sisters like ( Read more... )

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Why do I feel like I'm wasting my time with everything.

I spent time with Tempest and Pyre today. I love them very much and I'm happy they are happy together. I just wish I had someone to tag along beside me and to share that secret look.                                                                      I don't envy them per say I just I like ( Read more... )

Why is it I always have problems finding layouts. I've choked my laptop with browsing pages and STILL haven't found a livejournal theme/layout. It always takes me to myspace junk.

So I'm really tired of being alone while sitting in a crowded room and having to change who I am to get along with people. Do you ever feel like the world around you is on a completely different level and not even your closest "friends" have any idea what the hell you're talking about?

I had one of those days where I woke up and the first thing ( Read more... )

So I've decided to make a new journal that way I can actually talk to people. My old journals on other sites held too many bad memories for me. I guess maybe this is my way of starting over?