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Today, June 17th 2013, is a sad day.
I'll just leave it there, because I can't dare to watch it again.
Besides Because I'm Crazy, this must be my favorite song now. I can't listen to it though. It hurts.
And it's crazy.
Double A is a group I've been following closely since they were settled to debut, back in October 2011. It was love at first sight. I loved them the moment I saw them. I don't even know why. They are underrated, considered "weird" and "untalented" to those who don't know them. But their charms are further away from that. They aren't your normal idol group with prepuberty flowers boys.
These boys have an unique way to do everything. They compose and choreograph their own songs. They are closer to their fans than any other idol will ever be. Their fans are closer to each other like I've never seen in any fandom.
I could go on forever talking about these five boys. They do everything their way, not giving a damn about bad destructive critiques, because they do what they love, they way they want to do it.
I don't know why, but I grew too attached to these boys.
Exactly twenty fours hours ago, it was announced Juwon will be leaving, and I'm broken to pieces.
I still think it's all a dream.
C'mon, nobody died. I know, ok, but this will take time. What concerns me the most right now is that he will be replaced with two new members and I don't even know how to react to that. I can't deal with two new members when I haven't ended saying goodbye to one.
Today has been a feelings rollercoaster I cannot even express. And that song killed it all.
I've feel emotional towards many songs, but never cried as much as I did while I watched this. And everytime I watched or listened to it again, I shed tears, so I resolved not to listen to it again until I heal. It's an upbeat song, but all the memories come to me and pain me.
Juwon, I love you, and I miss you. Please do well, thank you for all the great memories.
Click to viewI'll just leave it there, because I can't dare to watch it again.
Besides Because I'm Crazy, this must be my favorite song now. I can't listen to it though. It hurts.
And it's crazy.
Double A is a group I've been following closely since they were settled to debut, back in October 2011. It was love at first sight. I loved them the moment I saw them. I don't even know why. They are underrated, considered "weird" and "untalented" to those who don't know them. But their charms are further away from that. They aren't your normal idol group with prepuberty flowers boys.
These boys have an unique way to do everything. They compose and choreograph their own songs. They are closer to their fans than any other idol will ever be. Their fans are closer to each other like I've never seen in any fandom.
I could go on forever talking about these five boys. They do everything their way, not giving a damn about bad destructive critiques, because they do what they love, they way they want to do it.
I don't know why, but I grew too attached to these boys.
Exactly twenty fours hours ago, it was announced Juwon will be leaving, and I'm broken to pieces.
I still think it's all a dream.
C'mon, nobody died. I know, ok, but this will take time. What concerns me the most right now is that he will be replaced with two new members and I don't even know how to react to that. I can't deal with two new members when I haven't ended saying goodbye to one.
Today has been a feelings rollercoaster I cannot even express. And that song killed it all.
I've feel emotional towards many songs, but never cried as much as I did while I watched this. And everytime I watched or listened to it again, I shed tears, so I resolved not to listen to it again until I heal. It's an upbeat song, but all the memories come to me and pain me.
Juwon, I love you, and I miss you. Please do well, thank you for all the great memories.