I need art models in the immediate Santa Barbara area over the next month or so for drawing projects.
If you are interested please comment.
Thank you.

I'm shrinking but getting taller, nothing here is static and my feet look stranger by the day. I watched them in Jennifer/Alan's mirror yesterday and they seemed to stretch so far, as though I'd drawn them wrong and awkward. My drawing in class last week was "made of terrycloth" and half favorited ( Read more... )

I might be just as guilty, but I categorically deny being as annoying

and here:
all this time I thought out of sight out of mind only applied to infants

( PROCRASTINATION )

i'm back.
age is just a number.
bret easton ellis owns.
i want to drop out of school. or at least change the classes that i am getting a's in to pass/fail. shit isn't worth it.
i know.
i'll fake sick.

more later.

oh yeah,

i'm back.

I make the worst choices.

I will pay in cash, trade, or sexual favors for a good massage. And I won't get you sick, I promise.

Doomed.

I'm tired all the time and I cannot take effective naps.
I'm really, really scared that the magazine is going to bomb.
I feel so fucking dehydrated.
I just want a glass of ice water, a bottle of sleeping pills, and a week.

I just remembered (don't know how I forgot): doing anything with anyone is too risky, leads to problems. I'm so much better off aloneby myself, it's laughable. Maybe it's just the momentum of the last three months (or [most likely] the last twenty [odd] years) that's so convincing in this respect, the comfort of things that seem ironically overdone ( Read more... )