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[apapertiger]

sometimes i get the feeling that no matter what ive done and no matter how i feel im about to be discarded...

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[sxoxnxixa]

why have you all of the sudden started updating your journal again?

[apapertiger]

sometimes theres no other way to get your thoughts out you know. i come back to it when i need it

[sxoxnxixa]

well i hope you're doing ok.
sometimes i fear you've been brainwashed.

[apapertiger]

i make my own views and decisions.

the three pillars of happiness

[9103]

sometimes i feel unloved. sometimes i feel like because i cannot appease the people around me... because i cannot meet their expectations... because i do not know what they/ want need i will never live up to those expectations only because they are not voiced until it too late. sometimes i feel like because i lack the ability to convey emotion and need, other follow suit, mocking me only to my disadvantage.

i called the one person i thought would always be there for me after talk to you... and he hung up.

now where do i turn?

i just think we need a lot of communication help (mostly me) and ifnot we shouldnt talk at all.

Re: the three pillars of happiness

[9103]

theres a lot of like typing errors in that...but im crying so excuse them.

Re: the three pillars of happiness

[apapertiger]

it will come in time darling, im no where close to giving up

[aimeearsenic]

long time.
:D

[aimeearsenic]

indeed, how ya been kid?

[apapertiger]

i need to stop forgetting to log in again me above