first post of '06. weird.

don't waste your lips on words I've heard before ( Read more... )

I realized today that I'm afraid of everything. There are very few things that I am ever sure of. & that's making a lot of things in my life harder than they ever should be.

my dad moved out.
i got into school, though.

goodbye social life.

my life has taken some shocking/amazing turns lately. I'm loving every minute of it & I truly believe that someone is looking out for me. finally having the courage to stand up for myself at work today paid off and I got something I've wanted for months. I have everything I need right now and I get to spend every day with my best friend and the ( Read more... )

the internet in my room is being laaame & it has decided to stop working for absolutely no reason. or no reason that I know of so far. my other half is gone until Saturday and I have nothing to do so this is a problem. he called me tonight though, about five minutes after I was talking shit about him not calling. hah. I feel like I haven't seen him ( Read more... )

apartment searching was good today, other than the fucking accident we almost got in pulling out of the place. we discovered some places we didn't even know existed for prices we'd been led to believe didn't exist either. I've been stressed about the whole thing lately, but I think it'll all work out alright. we'll figure something out - we have to ( Read more... )

for those of you who know me and don't know, mathew and I are back together. I just figured I'd put that out into the universe and take the beatings as they come.

I'm starving and the oven is taking it's sweet ass time to cook my food.

today was a good day. despite the fact that my new job puts me in the worst moods I've ever been in. it's ridiculous how irritable I am when I'm there. tomorrow sounds like a fine day to quit. starting school is going to make up for everything, only one more month. if I don't get picked, someone dies ( Read more... )

today was one of those days. i couldn't get my mind to shut up and my boss is an asshole. the whole two jobs things isn't working out as well as i thought it would ( Read more... )